Welcome, dear Reader, to my Web-page. You know why you are here, you are here because of the Truth behind the Anomaly.
To conceptualize this entry point here properly, lets cope with the facts at first: What is the nature of this world? What is the place of somebody called "The One" in this System?
Or in other words: Why am 'I' here?
I am a Christian, I am a Mormon, I have spent many years solving riddles, issues, problems round about, but yet I have no PHd in Theology, no diploma or other papers of any sort since having finished High School - and that vastly because I thought that I would have to investigate things on my own if I wanted to know "shit for real" instead of being supposed to cope with whatever this System thinks to stuff down ones throat. Therefore I'm a Mormon, therefore I had time to go after things instead of being locked to a chair in some school; But trust me when I say that in this world the Truth is basically irrelevant. The only truth that matters is Money!
So is there no space for innovation or anything really revolutionary - where even Bill Gates admitted by saying: "The worse thing that could happen to us is that someone finds something the game!". That is one of the general sentiments that I faced; Starting with folks that want to retain their right to be atheist, others that don't wanna see the Mormon Truth, - and ... ignorance!
Ignorance ... is when I talk about Eden and all I get in response is that I'm just gluing some pieces of map together and that its nothing special or that anyone could do it ... and so forth!
Point is that nobody cares whether what I found and regard as True is true or not - that because in this System I'm on the bottom and by the age of 30 (now) that is where I would stay!
But now - I'm the one who's making the rules - and who is there to argue against it? Well - I mean - first of all, I'm a reefer, a pothead, an addict to Mary Jane; Which does make everyone who doesn't want Cannabis to be legal/popular (for whatever (*caugh* political *caugh*) reasons) my enemy anyway - and thats added unto the Resistence.
Since I tried to present anything that I have found to be true I have been facing obstacles, arguments of reason, where time and time again I had to realize that all that is ever done thereby is that I'm silenced. Arguments and Reason demand me to give answer, continue with it long enough and eventually there is one piece here and/or there that the one or the other has a problem with - inevitably - and naturally I so have to regard it a part of that conspiracy whereby it is a mechanic to push me aside, to let people ignore me while those with power go their ways and who is there to stop them?
Like it?
I could do this, I could do that - I could go Super-Saiyan and throw a "Final Flash" at ... which political facility?
The list of alternatives is long - so even when there is a final answer - its obvious "What the Matrix is" if it never comes to count. Its like Matrix Reloaded over and over again! (Or in a simplified manner: The Trainstation at the beginning of Matrix Revolutions)
Are my way to distanciate myself from all that crap that I've somehow adapted throughout the Years; Stopping to run around trying to please everybody by expressing myself as little offensive as I can.
"Pleasing Everybody" isn't difficult - and far from hustling or being unstraight - but it certainly is impossible because the Truth demands each and everyone to act independently. Introducing you to: Nice and Pleasant answer, meet person that doesn't want to move, person that doesn't want to move, meet Nice and Pleasant answer!
"Welcome - to the desert - of the Real"
Everyone who got High from Ganja/Marijuana/Cannabis/(note: I generally dislike the 'bar form' - I only smoke herbs)/THC/"Hashiish"/Weed/Dope and isn't biologically/bio-chemically incompatible (depression issues) knows how various impressions are being magnified while the own imagination can blow things up to a degree that is "overwhelming" - in comparison to sobriety where it doesn't seem outstanding or may happen to even appear insignigicant (which, depending on the individual mindset, may cause Depression issues).
Although the movies do not feature the image itself, 'the Door', alias a white Light shining through an opening Door into the pitch black, could be an impression/imagination like that.
It should appear magical - and in that sense the pothead is already smarter than the so called sober individual - because, well, someone with a little bit of reason should be able to picture what kind of argumentation sobriety (so called) demands to denie the value of that insight.
What I'm effectively 'talking' about here is another 'film' just like Matrix 2 Reloaded - but - composed by running a random playlist in shuffle-mode while I jump back and forth in the movie. Matrix-2-Reloaded is thereby a room behind a door, where the door so is the moment where Movie and Music transition into an individual segment - so that the track-list can be noted down and played beginning at a non-complicated starting point.
That has to be imagined so: WinAmp (or any other music player) is playing a playlist in shuffle-mode while on any video player I click on a certain point in the movie - and then we all lean back and enjoy the show.
Is that even possible - and - what is the point?
Who cares - and - how is it supposed to work?
Which means, in other words, that now since I have something to underline the Significance of what I have to share - it is either impossible, or pointless, or nobody cares yet, or logistically impossible.
On another note I'm back where I started -because- 'even if' it is possible (where even if I intend to miss it, I can't [a.k.a. I trigger the Bomb - since it is logically weird otherwise (apologies part 2)]), I had to hustle yet to the point where I'm taken seriously rather than being considered someone who simply tries to ... jump on some band-wagon.
Did you know/notice that the time this happened was around Pentecost?
Because: God?
So back to the starting line.
I told you what I am, you can find plenty of stuff on this web-page (or at least enough thus far), which are things beyond which I get into arguments back and forth (My Hate for Bill), without even someone being there to argue with. Its schizophrenic - whether I'm really schizophrenic or not - whereby schizophrenia isn't 'split-personality' per se.
Wikipedia is alright - I'm a fan of it, but it is not close to what it should be.
This "Trick" is only possible because of 2 general factors. Point 1 is the process of jumping to a certain spot in the movie. Point 2 is that within the 'randomizer', where when we expect the 'next track' to be randomly fetched from a list, it is 'subjected to higher power' - whereby - when getting into arguments what the randomizer thus should be like I say that WinAmp has worked fine! Maybe if someone so 'forbade' God to influence his/her machine I can't get into a segment of more than 2 tracks while the transitions between tracks could be a little dodgy - where otherwise if I used mine I could be accused of manipulations. This accusation however can be over-ridden if someone provided me with music files that I 'have to' use - or that it is set straight that God 'must' influence the machine regardless of any backwarded nonsense.
While even Jesus Christ the Nazarene himself had to face off with people claiming that he performed his miracles on authority of the Devil - I don't need to expect that its going to be any different with me. That means as much as that the superiority of this world remains the superiority upon this world no matter what you believe. But so its clear that we can overthink this to the end where we can say that its totally pointless - alright - but that which is far away is far away; What matters now is what matters now. The only way to improve the situation then is to start changing it sooner rather than later.
You have a choice - but if you don't, if you so are passively demanded to hold yourself at bay because you aren't in the position to do anything - all I can really do is to not make you feel worse for knowing more or better - as within the range of my ability.
So my proposals must firstly be directed to those that have that choice. After all you would however have to know yourself what course of action seems best - but - maybe you want to take care that the machine on which I have to perform is capable of recording the whole show ... just cause.
Thats all! It is just another 'thing' that originated from my 'life' which I can say about - hey - truth, special, awesome - something that does coherently make me or does add up to 'the One'. What it means to me is that God has been with me throughout my lifetime, that I really do something He wanted me to do all along, so that finally those that care have an access point - that there all in all is something that makes me outstanding and unique. It would seem that once it got to the point where I could "pull off that Trick" it wouldn't be necessary anymore - but if you narrowed down your thoughts to the one thing you can be safely sure about in all this, isn't it just to verify that I am 'the One'? If I'm not you can send me home or abandon me without regret - and that is that chapter closed for me. But on the other hand side, realize what you abandoned if you didn't even give it a chance!