The interpretation of "Yesterday"'s Oracle

And thus I went to bed - and was first trying to get into the right mood, thus pondering upon the various possibilities; And I'm left with three.

1. There is me, the driven and tenacious Fighter.
2. There is the unknown Commander waiting for the right conditions to let it rain.
3. There's the Squid-Monsters that mediate a hidden Agenda.

As for option #3, I came to a complete reading while trying to get into a mood and somehow being caught up on the Sympathies again. Here the interpretation suggests, in closing, that this poison of Sympathy is aimed at growing the Whore in me. And then there it was. A strong link of sorts, lingering there as a fishing hook in my heart. But to this end it was neccessary to think of it that way. To "initiate" the connection by thinking, in a way, that I have something for them/her. In contrast to that I was able to find "my own place", a way of being to myself and not stressed by some emotional hook.

And there's two ways about it. There's what the poison itself would suggest; And the matter of the poison itself. And I guess this goes a great way of explaining the problem with it: You can't tell the difference.
The Solar Eclipse Card does in that way speak to 'the Effect' as a convergent one. It's not that there is an evil mind bug making me believe that I'm a whore; There's an evil mind bug trying to draw a connection between "whatever I got" and the command behind the squids; As to grow it that way. Not so much for Your sake, but to make my Identity compatible with theirs.
To that end, similar to the "Evil Dragon Ball" situation, the cognitive connections need to first be made and then further nourished. So, the Sex-Monsters instincts or drivenness is unto "the Whore" - a Part of me that wants out. Or a part at all that could be tempted. This would then again change or consolidate the meaning of the Green Light - much so in regards to growth - however not so much in respects to the Monster, but in respects to what it might get on its hook.
Good in Evil then comes in the simplest of its forms, suggesting that we draw the 'good' that might be had from that connection very much on our own. And to me this isn't speculative at all.


So, this reading is to be: That there's a shadow organization behind the Squid-Monsters; Which are animalistic creatures that are very much beholdent to an agenda while being in and of themselves somewhat naturalistic; To say, not every aspect of them is a matter of manual control. There is however control; And it seeks to exploit our social weaknesses and hidden truths; While we ourselves are the ones to establish the cognitive links that they then can abuse.


You can, to counter that, try to locate what inner truths they are preying on; And find a way to look at it in isolation. The isolation of Yourself - or one however that does not get leeched on; And then try to 'manually' redraw the connection to see what happens.
You can then however more clearly see the function that I just described happening - and then wonder Yourself if that "course of action" bears further promise.




As for option #2, there is very much a sweet spot of me getting off which ... throughout the "process" of last night can here and there intersect with the aforementioned matter or others of its kind. In that sense I suppose; I mean, the image arises because the image arose, I have "Epstein Babies" within me that are in a way like Time/Proxy Bombs that invade certain aspects of my inner Truth - and then some Brute Force Spirit Pawah must be applied to get rid of it.
>> Scanning it, or trying to, feeling the resistance points and destroying them would be the general mode of operations here. I just realized ... actually using Spearfire, as a Blade, kind of cuts through the illusion it would seem; And it seems to be able to harm the "spirit blobs" that remain. ... but all in all that's a whole other can of worms right now.

And here too there's a convergence aspect to it, where then too links exist for the mind to oparate on. Whether I shut those down or not is similar to case #1 - where in my current situation I found myself anxious and fear driven. To for instance "feel" or "worry" the presence of one of thos Bombs that would then 'usurp' my affections. And it is very much warranted, in the sense that these Beasts aren't just passively lingering, but are actively trying to inject themselves.

Clarity on the other hand, or to be more specific: 'Psi Clarity' (so, socially applied Clarity, "Prism/atic/atized Clarity") doesn't do that. And so in some instances that means, that there are problematic intersections that have to be actively resolved.


Overall I ended up having a good time.




As for option #1, well, it is what it is.