Insanity is Fun, no Sanity is Boredom

I lost my thought there ... . I wanted to say, that after watching Reckless Ben's videos ... eventually I watched the take of that Lawyer guy who occasionally wears this funny hat ... and, listening to the Legal side of it from someone who knows their shit ... just hits differently.

But ... already the internet is full of ... nonsense round about it. This isn't simply a Bricks and Minifigs thing. The CEO is taking the L for all the rest that is attached to it. And people are ... already backpedaling. Finding a more comfortable spot than putting the thumb on the problems that are being exposed.


And who can?

So, I was watching those videos - and what I found interesting is the change ... in Ben's demeanor. He's a crazy guy, reckless. I've seen some of his stuff before ... and I kind of admire him for the shit he does. But at some point it dawned upon him that ... he's been poking a hornet's nest ... and the look on his face changed. The insanity has evaporated ... .


Now it's serious.


I want to say that I've been rooting for him all the way through ... but knowing roughly about where the story was at, at the time I was watching it ... told me that ... this isn't really going to end ... there.

And I wish him well. I wish Y'all well. Trying this whole ... forgive and forget type of ... civil route. And I'll gladly take the L for standing on the other side of that line. But I still don't see it.

Y'all are powerless. And apart from Utah police, I hear similar stories out of LA, then there's ICE ... and the dribble of Good Cops on display ... yea, sure ... "ray of hope" ... but ... it's a cherry seed in a heap of dung. No apples to be found.


So, You tell me ... I guess. Because ... apparently what I'm telling You is just nonsense.

And ... the thing with my knee ... I think I figured it out. I mean, if I tell You that it's Your ass that's on the line - removing myself from the equation to that end - then it's fine. That's the thing.


I'm telling You, or try to, to ignore this Astair nonsense. To focus on reality. But from the nonsense that's been arriving at me ... that didn't seem to fall on fertile soil. So, I have to be a little bit more clear about it I guess.


I can't tell You what I can do here. I don't think I can do much. And that's not to say that what I can do amounts to anything more than blowing at a wildfire.
You can tell me that somehow I'm supposed to put out the fire ... because I still have a breath left in me; But I'm telling You that that's not ... going to work out.

So I'm asking You what You think it is that I can be doing; And Y'all be like "I don't know!" - "something".

Like what? Call the cops?


What I've seen during the development of that story are Cops from totally not understanding the things that Ben tried to tell them, to them coming around to "Holy shit, this isn't a stupid joke" to "OK, we got to arrest You anyway".

So, at best I could hope that step 3 isn't going to be a problem, leaving step 2. So, what would I need to accomplish step 2?

There's no legal foundation. I can't afford a lawyer. I don't have a foundation to even try.

Call me stupid, call me lazy. Sure. Whatever it is You expect of me ... it ain't there.


And the same seems to be true for ... everyone else that might.

Hasan Piker, TJ Kirk, Kyle Kulinsky ... if we removed those from our sheet of hopes ... what's left? Well, remove them too. I don't care. The whole thing is just ... dung. A desperate attempt to somehow keep the distraction rolling.
And it might just work out because who's going to push back?

Mormons? Those are under lockdown too. I don't know how to poke that bear ... I have no backup ... and when the pillars of society lean against me ... how am I to defend against that?


And against YOUR fear ... I can't do anything about that either.

I would assume that while I slip back into the dream of where Y'all are doing something, You slip back into the dream that somehow I can do something. Or someone else. And ... I don't know how You think that ... I might do ANYTHING. Like, what "immense power" do I wield? As one of those ... blips suggested. What can I do?


How are people going to see the Light, if You withold it from them? And so, You're the bad guys. I don't know what else to ... understand here.

But yea. The real answer is "so mundane". Another word for it is 'real'. As in 'actuality'. Like, not a joke, not a dream, not a fantasy, not a hallucination. REAL. Like the words here. The videos on the stream. The people behind the cameras. Your lunch-table discussions. The day in and day out.

Nothing changes - because, well ... "best case" ... the pillars of society won't have it.
The Patriarchs who won't act and the Bitches that suck their dicks.


So, the violence ... I suppose it starts in Your mind. To undo the tethers that bind You to this system. The sympathies ... . Like ... when it comes to the Billionaire discussion, I DO have a ... soft spot ... for Jeff Bezoz for instance; And that just because Amazon was a great service. Without it, so my understanding, none of this would have been possible. Although, I guess, in a way it seems laughable. Like ... I actually accomplished anything. Well, worth is in the eye of the beholder.


But if nobody does anything ... nothing is going to come from this. And I'm not asking any one single person to be here; To join up. I'm asking EVERYBODY. And You have to start ... stepping past those that won't.

It can be as simple as to start talking about it.
It has been so easy, all this time.

And I don't know ... where the hold up is coming from. But it's time to knock them over. No? ... Huh? ...


OK fine. I'll wait for it.