Within the 9th - Dreams of Experience * ---------------------------------------------------------------------------= 01 Since one might ask within the range of a certainly justified curiosity, "Hows that with Sex?" - I might refer to the writing: Where Individuality comes into play alias - furthermore called: "Where Kink comes into play". It is 02 thereby however just a complicated way of putting up 4 walls around ones own privacy - yet also another way of saying that there will be walls where the question for any "Open Windows" or such is naturally un-answered since that is the basis of all Harmony: The Differences. 03 Thus whenever someone would want to start to globally speak of these things, the Truth is that the globality of such speech is always going to be limited to those who are in interested of such speaking; Which furthermore changes the point such speech would follow. 04 We can thus follow the idea of a "Universe" wherein those that are naturally willing to comply to a Sexual order are found - this were the globality of those that such speech would arrive at since those unwilling would naturally already have been "sorted out" for good reason. 05 Thus, the question "whether or not" is primarily solved therein, as certainly those within the 9th that are thereby excluded need not be convinced for the Truth is available to them in its fullness. * 06 But - we aren't perfect! But - what does that change? * The reason I write this: [ I feel that there is a need for it. .==================================================================================== / 07 While writing these things I find time fading away as I happen to have an idea that I must write of - something I then go and do before returning to what I have been writing on first. That is the way of mind that I have come to adapt to - to not brute force all 13 Seals into the list because I might, but getting to it when there's time. 52 So I write a lot - eventually that takes more or less time than the perceived average - and then I usually sleep because when I relax it is either just to recover or more just for the looks of it. Within this my life turns shallow - thus basically it is fine to say that I write this to get a certain Kink off, as part of my balance. Naturally I would "refer to those" when it came to this topic, that are into it - if I myself were not a part of it. Because in this world we are all in one and the same place and "the global" can not (yet) be separated properly, it is so just the way of Truth that somehow this must be here; we might say, but of course - there may be other ways. But at first - there is only one way. Then there may be the point where we'd either go left or right - but that of course is somewhat wrong. It is much more so that there is one building - and within each Level we would have a different way of things. But again - that is a bad picture. In these we have this image of 'separation' - where once we start that way might also right away conclude that we all are separated as though we had our single room and are connected to the rest only by the internet. Now - if we were given a choice - one 'thing', that would allow us to socialize outside of the internet, things we can however also otherwise do, somehow, through the internet - what would that be? Sex? Work? Travelling? Drinking? ... So - if Sex - then what kind of? The point however shouldn't be that. Although we might be interested in finding out 'whom' we might end up being with, we might so right away change the question into that! ~*~ In Truth - there is someone. One individual that I am attracted to in Truth. When given the choice between anyone and her, well - something happens. At first I did not understand - but later I came to make a comparison and understood, since well, I had "seen her in Truth" to understand the context. What this "seen her" means is that the force shines and everything is clear. What happens is that I fail to understand why I would choose her. When the question occured to my mind first I had to decide between her and someone I had not really seriously considered - so the choice had been simple. But then within my minds ways I have come to be attracted to things that kept me charmed - where I see ways through faces. Each face corresponds to a different way that is to somehow mingle and mix with mine - and thus after I had seen 'her in Truth', I thought of "what if back then I had ...?" - and I figured that there had been another way that would truly keep me charmed. I'm not thinking about right and wrong here - see: It all comes together! - For, when in my identity I am something, I am also the summ of what I am to others. What I thereby am depends on what I want to be - whereby - what I want to be depends again on how I perceive myself therein. Well - real quick - the point "how I perceive myself therein" can be anything - it includes anything regarding my entire where-abouts. Thus, when we say, that it's all in the mix, we understand that life only depends on the things we want to do at the given time being - which means - that we have ways to go - not only one. When we may however speak of a 'true Self', one that may evolve freely within its own realm, free of Cultural bonds, we may so compare that to the creation of a new realm. After there now came a Landscape - the first things we might attract would be animals and other things that correspond to the different ways of the reality - thus: Life, but so however not yet any form of social contact. Now, however this fades into other realities - the true nodes are there where social contacts are being made. These will be stronger the more harmony they provide, while at some point this world has to "crumble" in alignment to an order that is being established within the various social connections. This firstly comes to mind within the forces of attraction that then do attract fantasy. Within these fantasies we form an Understanding of our ways - the most intimate ways for this topic. These ways must finally resonate within a 'true Identity' by which we then may get coupled to a 'true Partner' - an ambigous term however if we may define truth within each Fantasy anew. 'To resonate' is thereby not only the own desire, but also what becomes thereof in conditions to a certain individual and the combination of realities. Thereto we picture the individual to be a Multiverse at first. Within this Multiverse there is one Universe dedicated to Host our public social interactions. Therein so we picture Solar Systems that conform different Systems of Environments wherein we consolidated our Freedom. This is likewisely the Body of our Subconscious being. Thereby we may picture a 'Capital Planet' - but within the Multiverse there is so what we may call 'Gates'. When we talk of our privacy for instance we speak of a certain Universe that is however still linked to the public through various gates - so - individuals within our Privacy. Hereby 'Marriage' is like the construction of buildings - at least so the fortification of a certain Gate. Therein our own desire inscribes the connection to someone into the own self, where Marriage finally constitutes a mutual Connection which however has to be exploited to justify the presence of this social Link. This exploit is for instance found within "Moving Together" - or finding time and space for each other - while however primarily the respect of 'being together'. The Fortitude within a 'Force Wedding' is that 'the Force' does Uphold its presence whereby the individual is bound to the conditions that do respectively apply. Therein consequences are found that arise through our decisions - or otherwise conform unto our compliance. True Identity thus becomes as emergence of what is hereby so fortified - which may otherwise be called 'the cost' to seal our agreement to what we've become. This however is only a very complicated way of saying that there is a 'final identity' that does exist as product of certain influences that does furthermore individually resonate with others through which something like a 'true founding' is possible. The significance thereby is that the individual is finally only present once - in Spacetime - while however state and time allow the constitution of multiple presences or otherwise the presence within constant change around a few certain parameters that cannot be altered. ~+~ This 'identity' thus is as much 'consequence' as it is 'condition' or 'compromise', but also 'demand'. It is however much more than that! It is for once however primarily a Light. It is the factor around which we may regard ourselves solid. That is: As we are yet alone we have one ideal. Therein we may change and expand into multiple ones. As we meet somebody, some of those become more and others less valuable - we grow, expand - and the more connections we make the more our self-understanding requires us to acknowledge or disacknowledge various ways of our existence. This further takes effect on how we furthermore behave within various ranges of the idea whereby at the end of all consequence we arrive at what we really want to be dominant and what we allow to become passive therein. Thus if we so find anything we aren't willing to sacrifice, it is turning into a demand. Therein for instance we describe 'Marriages' - and within 'this' Universe this so iterates into 'space' that is given to someone. In different regards each Connection establishes its own Universe - and one thing that is thereby naturally set apart from others is the definition of a primary one wherein the different social connections can be valued. Therefore : : > 'the Truth' : : is hereby finally a : : > generally complex : > Statement . So that again any general way of 'introduction' is always returning to the demand or the introduction into the 9th, saying, it is 'the' 'Multiversal' Prism to understanding the Premise wherein the general statements are being founded. But still it is untrue that I might thereby just turn around and call it 'our own privacy'. It is more so that within this identity we - as set forth - have become part of a culture and each 'identity driven culture' is finally the expanded truth of the individual being only present 'once' within Spacetime. The 'True Culture' hence is that which does exist as Gateway into our private Reality - since whatever we value therein is expressed through that what we are and thus are becomming. So eventually a proper headline to this would after all be the question for "How many percent would participate within orgies?" there is a variety of other questions that have to be asked and it'd again come down to the very same 'beginning', just in a different way, with different complications and outlines to be regarded that otherwise simply unfold from 'the Truth'. =============================================== or Short: =============================================== There is no 'real public' because the public is finally concentrically that wherein we do commonly socialize the most, in range of the largest amount of people thereby 'tied' into that public. =============================================== in Extension: =============================================== .. Do 2 individuals when they decide to get married consolidate a common Reality whereby each individual takes a solid spot. This Reality further expands into each individuals own, where so each Obligation for instance "builds an Althar" that so connects us to the given obligation founded within the common. This were a House for instance - while when another individual joins, the House would grow - if another House would be added, the compound grows. Because thereby we are loosing control upon the things that there are - that is also considerably the public. Herein the public however is a Culture that in other ways may be regarded its own form of privacy - one that does furthermore individually tie into other things. Thereby this loss of control increases - and how the order of these things may be - who knows? ] .==================================================================================== / * What so stands there - at the basis of our intimate Truth - are the Products of our Desires once compromised within their raw essence - as the Grand Ways that describe the Outlines of the Existence we are founded in. So - what I can tell is finally only that what my mind so far has been able to capture, plus that at some raw state which it comes to capture from there - whereby maybe that including some further thoughts that had already been established and thus creating something like a "High Probability" Grid wherein various appearances here and there would add a certain hint of Truth. This grid - for generalized purposes - has to be seen as three-Dimensional, thus: .....|...|............|............................. .----+---|--------+---|--------+------------+------- .....|\..|........|\..|............................. .....|.\.|........|.\.|............................. .....|..\|...|....|..\|...|......................... ---------+---|--------+---|--------+------------+--- .....|...|\..|....|...|\..|......................... -----+---|-\-|----+---|-\-|...+..................... .....|\..|..\|....|\..|..\|...|..................... .....|.\.|...+------------+---|--------+------------ .....|..\|...|\...|..\|...|\..|..................... ...------+---|-\------+...|.\.|..................... .....|...|\..|..\.|...|\..|..\|..................... .....+---|-\-|---+------------+------------+........ .....|\..|..\|...||\..|..\|...|..................... .....|.\.|...+---|--------+...|..................... .....|..\|...|\..||..\|...|\..|..................... ...------+---|-\-|----+...|.\.|..................... .....|...|\..|..\||...|\..|..\|..................... .....+---|-\-|---+------------+..................... .....|\..|..\|....|\..|..\|......................... .....|.\.|...+------------+......................... .....|..\|...|....|..\|...|......................... ...------+---|--------+...|......................... .....|...|\..|....|...|\..|......................... .....+---|-\-|----+...|.\.|......................... ......\..|..\|.....\..|..\|......................... .......\.|...+------------+......................... ........\|...........\|............................. 325 Where width and height now were the grid itself, the depth is drawn between the cognitive realm and whatever end there is to it. This would for instance be 'the Absolute Silence' - so the point blank black-space that we know as the other end. Otherwise 'the Absolute' as "subspace Anomaly" sotospeak or that which is otherwise 1/0. There 'Zero' is the 'factor' that draws an Entities Unit in correlation to a standard. Greater than one means that it is less than itself - while smaller than one means that it is more of itself. A Unit with cFac 1 is centric, and that is the general condition. Once a Unit now mingles with something - it becomes less of itself. If it however maintains unique identity it becomes more of itself. For simplicity we don't use 1, but let's say 10. In-depth, there is now the chance for Unit A which is 10 to produce Appearance B which is 9. So, we might speak of a certain Volume that is given to it. As we speak of appearances of mind - the general grid is classified to be '1'. The 'High Probability' Grid is thereby the Framework to allow the measurements of depth. While it is as initially stated opened up via the smooth transition of the appearance of the Force into Silence, and a following experience of this Silence - it still has to grow in relation to various aspects of reality. Even matter itself starts to appear as an initial '1/1' and does thereby serve as the basis from wherein the 11th starts to unfold. This Force can be primarily described as a Unit with cFac 1, naturally, but is naturally also a cFac 2 unit because it remains invisible. As that it so is a cFac 0.5 unit, that holds the understanding of what 0 is about. Using a Base of 3, 3 would correspond to the sphere of our Physical Senses, where everything greater thatn 3 is our knowledge of those in combination to each other. 2 would be what our minds can sense indepdenent of the body - where greater than 2 is what mingles and mixes with the physical impressions, and everything lesser than 2, so on the way to the one, is naturally Menthal. 1 would be the Spirit - hereby 'the Force' formerly described as 2 or 0.5 yet 1. The experiences that conform the 2 as less than the Force does put it into Order and thus somewhat re-arranges the scale. As we understand the 11th and 12th we would further regard that as which is between the Force and the Source (0). So, one has to understand that the ability to scale things within a proper frame into proper relation is however automated it is - still a matter of growing. Thus we learn to look and see - that eventually there is a moment where our desires mingle with the Force and thus emerge as things with cFac <~> Force. So - in other words: 1 is the base of our Consciousness. For all we know, 1 is 1. Everything that we see - co-exists within our mind as 1s. This is true from two sides: Within the 8th that is the perceived reality, Within the 9th that is the solid matter. Our knowledge expands our idea of all that is, thus everything therein becomes less of itself in a whole that we recognize it to be a part of. Experiences - like the centralized aspect of fire maybe - constitute these appearances within an immediate matter of our cognitive self. While Memory otherwise fades away remaining the 1 of how many ever it is, experiences melt these into our mind - well, just like a certain environment becomes solid the more often we perceive it; Although, that however is, as certain menthal (dis-)orders show, a matter of our senses that tie into reality. So however do things become more of themselves - thus founding our cognitive basis of reality. While our Mind generally emerges within the 8th, the Seals 1 through 7 help us sort things into a 'wholistic' understanding whereby a network of 1s constitutes a general idea of reality as what it is. The depth at which we experience, experience draws a certain depth of reality to our mind - these however constitute as consequences of interactions within the physical world. If we taste something good for instance, it becomes the best or is otherwise sorted in-between - and so we draw value from experience. -*- -*- There is no positive or negative - these are 'side-ways' that a thing might take. It is either founded within our consciousness and thus < 1, or they are actively concluded and thus > 1. For to support a wide idea of what this means - we might take a base indicating Levels as BASE MINUS value. Level 0 thus means 1 at BASE 1 always. Level 10 then means 1 at BASE 10 at least or SOURCE. So, 10/1 is 0.1, while everything lesser than that would exceed our perception. Therein we also perceive ourselves - naturally - and basically everything that is > BASE is part of our cognitive processing that our perceived self-understanding, that of us wich is < BASE, relates to in terms of its own. What happens within the 9th once Solid Matter becomes part of the experiences is that the Force Level behind it is lesser than the Force Level of the initial insight, although still recognizably there. This is possibly the prime reason why the individual starts feeling strange after having entered the 9th - that he so starts to gradually understand that there is something that goes deeper than the physical, or compound of physical experiences. But more than that! Within this now, the depth of the own self is being revealed and does certainly stand there beyond the physical as well. But between the Source and the own conscious self the shift has occured that between the Source and the own self there is nothing - and that the Force emanates as part of Him from within us, as we emmanate into that which is beneath us through what we are. -*- -*- Consciousness is thereby bound to understand reality from this new point of view that is now lively nourished by the experience of the 9th. So first is there that faint outline of how the Force mingles and mixes with Solid Matter, drawing a vague outline wherein the physical world concludes. Within this the own mind grows in understanding of its own existence - whereby now clearly Eternity can be concluded within. Firstly however there are only these outlines, and little by little do they have to grow. The components of the request are thereby all that finally constitute as the primary points of reference - thus however constituting the own self within Eternity. From there on basically the individual does mingle with the Father, whereby now the individual will receive guidance as to how He thinks the individual is being holpen out with best. Well - wasn't I ... well - what ... What can I say? /================================================================ *** The First thing other than Light is Darkness. In Darkness there are two things: There is the realm of Silence - it is where the individual experiences its intimate closeness to the Source. There is shadow - it is like everything else that does exist, be it brightness or dark, neither as bright, nor as pure as the Source. And while there so is Absolute Light, there yet however also is Absolute Dark as Negative to the Light, but still as of its kind. While now two things exist - the volumetric idea of Absoluteness is the common Entity between the two appearances. \================================================================ *** Where Experiences finally conclude within the Range of the Absolute, well - one may so also find desires. What I can say is that such desires took me here - and thus I can finally clarify my statements in lights of this foundation created. I know the Darkness - I know the Absolute and I know the Light. These Forces exist within myself, whereby I am the dark, that which makes me whole is the Absolute and there where it touches Reality is the Light. A void is being filled with the absolute and it attracts realms of its own but without touching the Light it remains in the dark. But even within the dark there is the Truth, so, one might think as one finds a pleasure of clarification regarding the own form in regards to certain questions. So finally, one would think, that the presence of an Individual that is likewisely enframed by the force should mean something to the one to whom that picture stands revealed - especially when so furthermore existing in harmony with said clarification in regards to various questions. Within this the remaining appearances can seek a certain abstraction from this central idea then, since so however that one variation has found a concrete presence - thus - growing in response to each individual change. 530 ||** ================================----------------------> Thereby however a certain marvel overcomes me when I think of a Global Culture wherein Sex is issue #1. It's likewisely "there to be proposed" - or as rooted within the center of all things that emerge as Level 1 or higher as central companions to our reason within everything that is greater than BASE, sotospeak - the Peace of our Existence. I have once experienced a certain emanation which I would say corresponds to how that is to be reviewed in regards to solid statements. - It began within a Universe that was dark and constituted within blue - each individual there being a being of Light and known by true identity. Beneath this there came Layers of Material Worlds - while however the transition between the top into the first Material one was fluid in its emotional focus - the hard line from where the own being and the visuals connected to the experience are like smoke that gently fades away. Within the material presence however the Experience first aligns to the new focus, acquires a new form of its own and iterates within the desires through various stages of a journey that then turns into an entirely new Material world again. Thereby now different stages provide different spaces for acquaintances corresponding to a certain idea of the own self within an increasing amount of 'publicity' or 'shame', which finally drops into an 'anonymous' realm beyond which there are "rooms" - corridors - open doors - and there-after 'the outer world' or 'some' outer world. - Only in the last - that is within the Rooms - I thereby experienced a general freedom in our Knowledge of who is who. Within the Material Spaces that which mattered was the own experience and the knowledge of those that one is coupled to - which anyway make up the base of the three prior to the anonymous. Now - this journey may happen every time anew, and in general our life as it is would thereby be the actual prime journey at hand. Thus we are finally however we emerge within the conditions that encase us; And while everything may change - there is nothing as crisp and clear as the Truth - which one might say is: Source to the Purest Love. 579 > --------------======------ Also there is no source sourcier than the one source that is THE source. **} ================================= // And when so I write about Marvels you sure might wonder - how what? Maybe this even went to deep or to wide for some to properly follow - well - the point is, that within 'now' we have an example of how Eternity may exist. It is thus not impossible for Eternity to appear within what is otherwise a fraction of everything. The Epi-center and Climax thereof naturally has to be the pivotal manifestation thereof within Reality, that what we otherwise call 'the Son' or 'the Word'. "The Light of which everything is made" - thus also present in the very form of 'now'. The 'now' always is the consequence of how we emerge thus influencing the condition in which our body is aligned to its environment. Therein we exist as individuals - and through Christ, that is 'the Word', we regard Eternities presence amongst us - thus also refered to as: 'Immanuel' -> hebr. 'God with us'. Therein we find the Lore of His Salvation - thus para-metaphorically within the picture of the Book of Mormon within the idea of Salvation as compared to the picture of the New Testament within the idea of Sacrifice - by which we have access to the Absolute in condition to its compliance. For if He wanted that we all served Him in respect to His power then we truely would - thus the point is now, that in the Future we will have to find ourselves standing there, facing Eternity to come - where what we want to be is firm for the things awaiting. There where we understand our place in Existence and exist as part of a now that is pure in the Sense of its Union so that it can overcome the tests of time. ----===== * concluded within Eternity