Well, there already is. And ... I'm back and forth on this. Like, the story with Monica from before. What I didn't mention was
that I too get scared thinking that this might not be the plan and she could get killed. It doesn't matter though, unless it's
true that J.Lo got shot down with a rocket sitting in a plane in like ... 2006 ... while trying to get to me.
I don't know. My ... there's a lot of weird things that ... I don't think needs mentioning because it's ... I don't know ...
ugh.
What can and cannot happen? Are they living as prisoners? Do they need us to make enough of a scene for them to have an opening?
I don't know.
Anyway ... the point is that the way things appear can shift like ... on a moment's notice. The one moment it is so, the next
moment it's the opposite, and the moment thereafter it's the opposite again. Possibly because all is true - in some way. I can
see how some of those I'd call scum are really just misguided believers. But can we also allow those to be human shields in the
way of who really needs to bleed?
And the story is ... complicated.
The issue is that as far as I'm concerned we have to move. Where You move, how, and stuff ... that's Yours. I don't know what
situation You're in and ... that's like the first thing and why You shouldn't put my word on these things on a golden scale.
And I figure, however You get started, with whatever mindset You're getting into it - ultimately ... things will be relatively
similar all accross the board. Talk to people, spread the word, grow in numbers, keep an eye out for suspicious activity, take
notes perhaps ... as, yes, most people should be ...
Yada yada, long story short: The Bondi hearing
I mean, I turned on YouTube being somewhat glad and surprised over how I felt. I mean ... compared to how much of a drag it was
to watch this stuff, I'm feeling great. Not everything seems to be OK - but overall I'm feeling better. And so I watched
Hasan Piker's coverage of the hearing ... and the order in which he goes through it is pretty neat too. I mean, Bondi took her
shots in the beginning ... that's what most people would see and maybe get mixed feelings ... in the chaotic back and forth ...
but as he has those in the end it's really just zone out time.
And I have to say, well, THAT is what I was talking about.
What?
Well ... to say: "That's ME right there". So, there's this one ... somewhat older lady that went on to question her, Bondi did
her thing, the woman then was like: "So, let's get back to You" and Bondi responded somewhat cyncially with like "Of course!"
to which the woman said: "Yes of course! This whole hearing is about You! That's how this works!".
And that's what I mean when I say that I'm like their ... emotion laundry cum sock or whatever. Because ... well. That was me
just earlier. I did nothing wrong, I did all the winning, but then I'm the one being bad and crazy and guilty and what not ...
of whatever. And because I know my truth I can defend my position - and I suppose I'm like a reference point for how to act
that they connect with spiritually somehow. Don't ask me how it works - I only get the feeling that I'm ... doing this. Feeling
guilty for things I don't know ... or always ending up on the other side of what I think should be happening. Like ... I do
the winning, I'm confident, I'm glad ... and then somehow they get to be the ones, without anything to show for it, being like
"Yea, we won - she sucks, end of the story".
So, they get to deal with all the accusations ... and I sit here being worried over being called a Pedophile.
And trust me ... I want to do more than just kill them. Give me the power and I'll see to it. End of the story.
Well, maybe. As said ... I'm back and forth on these things. Like, I'm just a crazy tranny, hysterical, emotional ... an emotional
wreck and all that. But maybe I should go further. But no, it doesn't work. If I were to play ... guilty ... well, they wouldn't
just blindly run with it. They'd say ... they're under attack.
And sure. Of course they'll act as if they're the ones who have the right to act this way. Which is like ... my job. My Job is to
take us there, where we can set established law aside and think anew. Except, they don't care about THAT part. Where we first have
to like ... get onto the same page ... do what we can to have a calm conversation about those things. The way it stands ... I kind
of see them doing my Work for me. I mean, we could say that it might take a lot of time and convincing to get the general public
to where I'd want it to be ... but they're like speedrunning us there - so, all I have to do is be where the buck stops and then
finish what they started.
Because yea. Let's just roll with the narrative that I totally agree with all and everything they say ... whatever that may be ...
we don't need to care. It's just that I'm the Prophet and stuff ... .
The story being that the incompetence of these dilettants is dangerous to the public and society at large. They should not be allowed
to wield this power - it isn't made for them either - they don't know how to handle it responsibly.
I mean ... like, what's the issue? Like ... what to do with all the wealth they have? Would we have an idea or two? Yet they act as
if there's not a thing they could do other than ... rape children and eat people and stuff like that. Of course.
They're imposters. But then ... what can You say about a Christianity that's blind to this? What does the Bible say about that? Hmm
... well. They're not my peers - and I suppose we shouldn't judge. Which means, I can't tell. But you kind of have to ... be alert.
So, I'm not down for random violence - but when I hear that there's currently 24 or so concentration camps built in the USA, with
the record of how ICE operates being what it is ... yea ... I don't see how You get out of it democratically. Which is ironically
also ... unamerican?
Stock up on ropes, chains and fish/meat-hooks ... . Like, I don't mean to replicate culturally sensitive forms of unaliving someone,
so ... hanging them by something other than their neck might ... I mean, it's kind of fresh and new and not yet overused.
Well - that is ... what I think and I hope that most of You agree with me. Which is ... to not focus on the violence but to focus
on the harvest and a proper assessment of what goes where.
Dang ... I feel cheesy writing this. Because ... yea, I suppose I'm in no position to be this way. However ... it's just written into
my brain. I address the entirety of the Planet ... assuming everyone's listening. I can't help myself ... maybe sometimes I narrow things
down a bit more ... but other than that I don't have any one select target audience. And so ... well, let's ... try this again?
Take 2
What is it that You really want to hear from me? I mean, Hello ... my name is Nicole ... I'm Your divine messenger of today and ...
uhm ... I'm a little special I guess ... but I'm still the chosen so ... what's the story? And ... I think to properly vocalize what
the Gospel is ... well, it has been done often before. But we all know the problem with the proverbial wolf in sheep's clothing. We
can look at the world around us and see every good that there is somehow corrupted into it's perverted evil counterpart. And by whom?
To not throw each and every ignorant person You know under the bus ... we'd look at who's in charge ... but that again ... it doesn't
quite ... sell the point.
More so ... do You have it? This ... rot in Your heart. This ... pool of anguish that doesn't make sense. Good values, positive beliefs,
all that ... is swirling around in there but cluttered up with the vilest bile and most disgusting ugh ... it might even make You want
to cut out Your heart. What can You do? Join the criminals and make things worse or trust the system and make things worse?
It's like ... every right thing You know ... people dismiss it and laugh at You. Or it can't be done. It's crazy, naive or too
complicated. Or You have no clue, You don't know ... for if You did, You'd be there making the decisions.
Or whatever. Hard to say. But ... that's what we want to get rid of. As a society. As human beings who wouldn't have an issue
coexisting if it weren't for ... well ... whom or what? Well, whatever stands in our way as we try to get there. Can we stand united
as people, as humans and as children of God?
Because ... I believe that many people are scared. Is this real? Can it be trusted? And ... I don't want You to get stuck in some
church building doing the same shit as before ... sucking up to whoever imposes as a preacher/prophet ... so, I'm not trying to start a
cult and for that reason should possibly keep my foot out of any kind of spiritual congregation type of thing.
No, taking this seriously and to the next (proper) Level ... we have to stop using Religion as an excuse and start to use it as a Shield
and a Weapon. Which mans ... we don't have the Luxury to entrust our lives in made up nonsense. We have to be real ... and make things
work. Most importantly: We shouldn't put frauds into positions of power over us. And that's ... where this will probably get messy because
... from my observation ... they're everything BUT normally sane people.
If they feel like they're loosing even a speck of power they'll be on Your ass ... and that's why we need social cohesion to have each
other's backs - and create a social foundations in which we know who we are and whom we look up to - so they can then tell them so - and
we can tell them so ... and they can't do anything but cry to their daddy like a bitch who'll continue to make a fool of himself as he
probably scrambles for ways to intimidate or otherwise coerce You into giving up.
And that's ... the feeling. Isn't it? That pool of agony. The thing that makes us sick. This ... whatever it is, however it flows, from
wherever to wherever. But it's elusive. The only way to lure it out ... is to challenge it to a fight. Well, unless they see some other
way to win. So ... You'll have to be smarter than I would want You to be. I'm a blunt instrument that'd tell You quite bluntly that You
should perhaps be just as blunt as I.
Which is to say ... I believe what You want to hear from me is that we're having ourselves a little rebellion/revolution which is mostly
likely going to see a lot of people getting killed. Gut Your mined tuned into justice, get a taste of Kumba-Yah and write a few new verses
to the song maybe. Don't be upset about those lied to or lied about ... but those that do the lying. They'll try to convince You that it's
all for the greater good - probably without even talking about it. They'll possibly tell You that You have no clue, that You don't know whom
You're talking with, that You're a nobody, "who do You think You are" and all the things you can and cannot do according to them.
Well, there is a way to undermine their power ... and I'm a part of it.
Hmmm ...
Take 3?
Oh yes. I'm so guilty ... I need to repent. I need to be exposed publically for all the world to see ... for my shameful deeds and my hateful
bigoted speech. But who's there ... to coincil me? To set my mind straight? To tell me right from wrong? I wonder ...
Hmm ... the Knee ...
Hmm ... OK, this doesn't work out ... .
So, I'm above reproach and the God appointed Judge upon the forces that be!
Whom I declare guilty is Guilty until I say otherwise. Well, it's easy because everyone is guilty. Luckily there's this whole Salvation thing
... if You can acquire it!
Well - I can't actually ... say that. With reference to being Israel however ... it's something along those lines. I mean, we all know it. They
lie as soon as they open their mouth. From Netanyahu to Trump ... accross the western hemisphere. And who's there to hold them accountable? Whom
could You exalt ... to that point? Where ... if they don't want to cooperate ... well, it's not me saying this or that or You saying this or that
... it's us ... seeing a thing and ... the rest should happen like automatically. Like ... guilty, capture ... and then it's time for the accusers
to think about what to do.
Or whatever. The details don't matter. What matters is ... that you might feel that this is wrong. Not personally, but on behalf of the people You
have a responsibility for when it comes to conducting Yourself in regards to this stuff. ...
Let's see ... what else can I try and throw against the wall to see what sticks?
Wrapping this up
Will there be blood? Personally ... I hope so. I can't see this end any other way. I would go as far as to claim the blood promised to us in
scripture. I mean, I did ... but I kind of wasn't myself ... so ... it's up for debate if that counted for anything or not. But in this back
and forth ... while the stress is upon me to wrestle out an understanding I feel OK with ... well, what I find is that "Lock and Load" is where
it's at. And sure, maybe because I see it as the popular opinion - where, if all of You were less inclined to start a violent resistence I'd
be more inclined to serve it. Or it's more so that based on what 'we' want - just in general - my conclusion is that ... well ... we won't get
it without a fight! Nothing would be a bigger relief than to be proven wrong on this one. So ... in that regard. Yea. I'm crazy. I've been
through a lot. But to be on point I have to stick to the language of the Bible ... sort of ... which we can interpret as symbolical at our own
discretion I suppose. I mean, because ... at the end of the day it's ancient text, hundreds or thousands of years old. So, who knows what it
means? You might not even be Christian in the slightest ... and still You should be able to tell what this is all about.
In one word: Priorities.
We care about our lives, our beloved ones and our futures. They may claim the same but the means they propose are ... well, what exactly? Yea,
the opposite. But we can't continue to live in this world as it is. We can't let World War 3 happen either. So, whatever side You're on ... I'm
Your way out ... to the right side ... of everything.