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To let you in on my wisdom: It is to just let it go, let it be, forget about - period. And that is the topic here. Not like previously where this idea is discarded as in 'not an option' - or - discarding it anyhow, like, calling it ignorance or so.


What is to be forgotten about? Well, anything that isn't really required - anything that makes things easier when forgotten. Anyone who would not forget as so still being concerned of things - well - that is something we can accept, that is mature as well. The big jumping point would be to get away from dreams, philosophy, etc. - and to let Truth be the Truth that is. It is a nice "attractor" as all that are possibly lost in some weird or confusing angle of things, well, can learn that by letting things go - leaving a few exceptions - things don't go away but that which is essentially valid is by magnitudes clearer.

We don't need to discuss about the downsides here - the past should be clear about that. To be honest - nothing really changes either. Once taking a different stance onto reality those things that are individually comprehended as logic and clear shouldn't be thrown away. Yet certain things do change. Like, once I have a fixed idea the one moment, it now is less fixed where it simply isn't. That can change into more or less of it depending on what mood I'm in or which concerns are running my mind. It is just there and things shouldn't matter too much. There is a gridwork of ideas and a few things simply match while others - well - aren't. It is opening a question once being all of a sudden required to rely on those things, but that would obviously fall subject to the same flaws once nothing has changed to alter that.


In that sense I see that I have a strange emotional backpack and where I'm arguably headed, well, that backpack, isn't really helping me out a lot. I mean, that would now be for me an issue to think about. Some of those are parents, and Amanda, she's running that thing called 'Sanctuary for Kids' - I mean - well! I even can barely roll on a track that is running through my mind, like, taking the phrase "first we gonna rock, then we gonna roll!" - I mean - yea - its obviously weird! Its a situation where technically I can right away throw myself out of the window and get to the same projected outcome.

Forgetting then is not an issue - talking about it isn't one either - so well! I mean - I do have 'excuses' - I can say that I just remembered that this Sanctuary for Kids exists - it had entirely no influence on my thoughts while I haven't had it on my mind! Its also weird to either way talk of it. To think that Amanda might be afraid of what people think of her would be one thing, to be dangerously close to be regarded a Pedophile is another, ..., the situation is like a setup of incommutable circumstances - no matter the good intent or variable value of figures and facts.

I thereby, throughout the recent month, so from where it all began (that is this most recent letter to Monica that somehow - date-wise - lines up with the presence of Stardates. Basically the Stardate is the very first thing I discovered/did/done after sending it out and that something like just a few days later), also went through a bit of an evolution there. At first the basic concepts of sexual exageration are basically derived from a 'hypothetical plane' or 'heaven' sotospeak - giving the thoughts in their essence some sense of perfect freedom to be what they are. It is this floating ideal where 'Kids' are basically not a thing to begin with, they simply do not exist in the way they exist here. That means, Kids there are what are mature people here. But so I had to face it and take that hypothesis into real life and see what becomes of it. Though I always come to relate to it, it is thereby not entirely aware to me that I was in fact already perverted as a kid. I don't think of it too much while all in all I do rather regard myself a child even at the very moment.
I would so generally - and that is a good thing if you're into looking at my behaviour - attempt to write about it neutrally and unbiased. Thats the plan. That I can support the given hypothesis by my own experiences - that is at first just telling me that the direction is right, but, in that sense I come to disregard that you - dear reader - might have an entirely stance of awareness. I guess its not impossible to relate from the one to the other, or to settle on the most minimalistic approach - so the example with the Sci-Fi Anime. Another movie that comes to mind would be the Blue Lagoon. But, lets forget about those things for now.


A few dreams have been bugging me as of late -
And if dreams that bother the own awareness are a good source to spin the own mind around - I have to wonder, for you, about my emotional configuration in terms of, well, self-control or intellectual and idealistic approaches -> Between Wisdom and Emotional Idea. More clearly: When thinking of the issue of 'Sacred Satanism' - the question were how much of my step towards it is a matter of emotional bias or active reasoning. So, am I steered and guided by emotions - or if - then yet: And to which degree am I applying my intellect?

There was this - "dream" - it might also have been a Hallucination/Vision - it was a bit of both. It couldn't have been a dream entirely because it was tied into a masturbation process. So, effectively I was "infested" by an emotion, again, one that is quite familiar to me. It is no emotion I can effectively build up consciously - there is some external power to it. I used to perceive it as a blessing or gift. "It" sometimes visits me - and that happens in different ways as well. When I say "the cock of God is good" - I'm thinking of a situation like that. I usually feel certain parts of my spiritual existence become 'emotionally magnified' - saying - that some "imagination" of myself is being 'lit up' - not to the eye but to the emotional perception. It's like I'm reduced to my soul and my soul is having Sex with some spiritual entity while I'm masturbating. That moment was different in that it wasn't confined to my body anymore, but a given ideal was additionally vibrant therein. But thereby it also covered more of my Soul, not only the genital area. So, entertaining the stance of being enslaved there so were shackles. Anyhow - there-after I fell asleep again and there then were two "locations" of some sort. Each location hosted a 'spiritual body' - something I could sit into and it would cause that same effect. Each location was however hosted by a different group of people and thus each body was subject to a different ideology. As I realized the negative ideology after having dropped into the first body I had left it. There-after I got to the second body and it felt intellectually righteous but then a nail of some sorts was an issue. It has been there with the first and then with the second - and so I also left the second one. Though afterwards I wanted to enjoy it again, I couldn't find my peace with it.

Then I got bugged by pictures - Images that appeared as though people were trying to draw my evil side or self. I didn't like what I had seen and thus I tried to escape them, all in all seeking comfort within an Armor of Light. But then there was this nail through my chest, and instead of then trying to escape I tried to play along and to find an image to reflect my evil side myself.

This isn't supposed to lead to any conclusion - aside of being the matter that bothers me. I want to think about it to make sense of it, or, to realize what I have to make of it, or can make of it while after all, it is a good inch away from being simply pictures.


So there is that nail, and, it is certainly true when suggesting that I myself tend to be emotionally overwhelmed and thus end out doing things before I think about them. So, reviewing my entire history in that regard without getting into too much detail, it may have happened that I got 'forced' to embrace the darkness on behalf of God because some things about it haven't been entirely resolved. It furthermore makes sense because some things about it don't really fit into the frame of what I think needs to socially happen. It would have to happen separately that the individual comes to find a personal 'individualistic religion' that then needs to somehow be founded somewhere. In that sense it so is a virtual thing, it doesn't belong into real life.

What I however make of it is that this withdrawal into the light is hindering me. The opposite - to come to the depth of this convulated situation - is however that the given Pedophilia snaps to the Rapist within me - and that mingles into a pool of emotion that feels to be without conflict. In that my psychology is sotospeak weak to 'demonic attractors' - or even enthralled to demonic dominance. Therein my mind splits into two personalities: A Rapist Pedophile and a Devote Sex Slave. The Rapist cannot withdraw from Pedophilia and the Slave cannot withdraw from the Rapist. Well, they can, respectively, naturally, but so that which is withdrawn from in that regard becomes a conflict - so - defying the unconflicted nature of the emotion.

There it is basically the search for this "void" that drives me. So already in terms of simple attractions. Individuals that cause a conflict within my thoughts of them are more negative than those that do not. Megan and Amanda in that sense make up two sides of a coin. So it came that originally what I felt for Amanda appeared to be more like a friendship, while its unconflicted nature began to make sense as a point of withdrawal from emotional stress while being in that also open to attach to others - so the idea of friendship that there is no bond of Loyalty. This is again different when thinking of Megan where there would be a strong bond of Loyalty, which however gets resolved when "finding the right spot" within the realm of Kink.

This isn't gonna change - and - to take it away from you: Yes - folks would have to handle me with care! Its however not a matter of danger - that I'm more than sure about. It is more so a matter of comfort. Pedophilia as a whole may look dangerous, but like there is a conflict when thinking of certain individuals, that situation is also in effect within terms of Pedophilia. It depends on the individual. What that on mind however I am into exagerating on it - so to the point that corresponds to the emotions. Skipping on the logic of construction, the outcome would imply the production of Rapist Child-Pornography, or the Rapist education of Children to the point of producing Sex Slaves. It is however not ransom - and - for a person, a child in that sense, to get to that projected point it also would have a corresponding past to it, so - something more along the lines of a graduation.

I think of something like a School of Joy that concentrates on the full width of Pornography and Prostitution in terms to which the Schools of Sex Slavery are a branch. What thereby however holds general priority at first is a matter of science and that is more about matures at first. What we want to or have to know more about is, well, something that we might call 'Sorcery' - but that more in the terms of 'Priesthood'. I might generalize it by calling "them things" Charms - but effectively a more commonly used term might be 'Seals' - and that, to enlighten you about it, does on the highest Level take us to the matter of marriage.

A Marriage/Wedding to me in that regard is in some way connected to using 'Seals' - or how I came to write about it at some point, specific to weddings: 'Arc-Runes' - where I differentiate between Seals and Runes although both in the end are Charms in the manner of a Seal. In essence a 'Seal' would thereby for instance be in service of a Prostitute where the Seal is basically the 'pivot' of Kink. The idea is that it creates a source of Joy - like - that getting slapped in the face turns into a pleasure. A wedding is similar to that in that it is to bind two individuals together and that does effectively work or get supplemented by such things where the two individuals are bound to a shared Seal that basically defines their emotional relationship. A picture would be the Arc-Rune as a source of emotions that exists within a Bubble that is the Marriage and both individuals make up that Bubble - it is their common emotional space.

I thereby don't think that 'science' is to be compared to discussions that talk into the blue. It is more about ignoring a topic until someone has an inspired thought. Until then things are simply the way they are - and the things that are at hand are at hand. What we so can gather at first is information from individuals that express their desires to the scientific gain, entirely disregarding Charms at first. I believe that I'm already entirely occupied, so, while I can't really make a sense of things those things are already beyond a pragmatic approach. What needs to be given is a concept that aligns to a circumstance where the concept can bear itself into reality. That means that while I have a concept of how the Wedding is to look in behalf of Charms, the next thing required is a couple that has the desire to get married that way and then we can work with the concept and see how it works out, until it snaps.

Beside that we can start to come up with concepts of how to organize the School, which means that at first people that feel some connection to it will have to be assembled and then we can see where Seals and Runes take effect. Slavery for instance would be a branch wherein they are inevitable because the Slave does effectively want to feel like one, without any gaps and holes. Working with those things is a matter of working with the Spirit. It is inevitable to at some point wonder how to create or enable such a thing to begin with - where - my idea is that basically at first the individual crafts it individually, so, its desires grow to a point where they want to become sophisticated. Beyond that we may think of Brothels or purpose to begin with - which is the more logical way of things, to me. We can argue that way that those desires are like fog, blinding us, but yet so - the one way is to talk of psychological counselling and the other is to support them and to see how things improved.
As a part of my personal log has it been so that from time to time I mixed my intellectual efforts up with allowing myself to be entertained by some porn. So, within a Notebook (Paperbook) I've used to draw concepts I from time to time also drew porn and other times I didn't - and flipping over the pages it occured to me that following to Porn the products have been of a generally higher quality. While being a prostitute it was a little bit different though. Therein I have to distinguish between private pleasures and duty. After duty it seemed silly to go and get invested into work, it was better to simply lean back and extend on the given peace while once private pleasures have occured it was simply more of a power boost that went into work.

I however don't want to mention any details. For once do I not think that they'd serve the purpose you might think - like more clarity about whats going on - and on the other hand I think that if I may never get started to do this work the way its meant to be done, well, when would I ever come to it?


It is part of what ... yea ... its obviously so that I have to wonder what it means: "He will not rest until he has established righteousness on the surface of the Planet" - and I don't think it has anything to do with me being a wonder, a miracle - a solving it all pitch-perfect from afar. I can't appreciate that stance of demand and exagerated expectations. Granted, from a certain angle they might not appear exagerated, but in comparison to the 'flat average' they certainly are and - as I see that my habits copy themselves into similar ones, this stance of exagerated expectations would also copy itself - and since it is the general ideal to be more open and tolerant to life it cannot be the opposite that yields righteousness.
That means: Or to understand me: You have to ... - I'll put it that way: Think of edges and horns. So, imagine a cube of iron - and there would be two versions. One cube has pointy edges, like it would fit into a 'dark citadell' theme, and the other one would have smooth, round edges, like it would fit into a more friendly themed Video Game environment. "Against the lack of detail" it is then furthermore so that there are solutions at hand - like - taking the rounded cube and not taking it a simple block but a frame of Gold, for instance, surrounding a block of iron. Well - it is at first that.
Naturally - so the question: Is it not better to have high demands? You might see that I myself happen to 'perform better' - arguably - while being under pressure but you might not see that this performance is a matter of balance yet while it in the end is driven by my own ambition. Without that ambition I wouldn't be doing this. Maybe you think it works that God waves around with Monica Bellucci or rather Megan Fox before my face, but that doesn't really help me! Demands and Expectations work in certain circumstances, but in places where 'Life cannot be forced' they serve no good at all!

I made the experiment. I took that manifestation within me that played the role of the skeptic. The question was: Why - as the objective was to write on my Virtual Reality - don't I just start with what I would need anyway. So, after comming up with my "legal excuses" I gave up and just did it. It moved on rather well, where given - some things remained inconclusive but eventually I came to loop around to them. So, yea fine! Something interrupted me - and I discarded the thing. Later then I got inspired to start with the Virtual Reality and now I have a setup that exists as practical counterpart. It begins at an entirely different end - and what I had done previously should turn out to have been entirely futile.
I won't neglect that it is sometimes about just sitting down and doing the work, which basically incorporates to work my mind into the situation where thoughts and inspirations may come up to begin with. Once I don't feel that its the right time however I'm already sure that it won't serve me any good! This ideal or understanding does contradict to the 'high demands' kind of image. Now I can also formulate a conclusion to the cubes. What may be bothersome about the rounded cube is that it doesn't have 'sharp edges' - thus they feel dull. But there is a difference between a 'Blade Cube' and a mathematically described Cube with sloped edges. It is perfect, simple but yet advanced. The sharp side is however existent on another plane. It is the 'ignorant' way of forcing out an edge, it is the considerate way of finding those that work.

Companion Cube! Yay!


Its like Tai Chi in comparison to Kung Fu. I mean, I know one Kung Fu "Kata" - Wu Bu Quan - and from how I experience Tai Chi it doesn't work to simply do the stances slowly. I have to add that my road to be convinced of practicing Tai Chi did so also pass the movies Tai Chi Zero and Tai Chi Hero, while, one part that convinced me was the Kung Fu Choreography. Its different to the 'harsh' 'common' kind of Kung Fu - it is a bit more like Bruce Lees Kung Fu but in that it is further a bit - or magnitudes - smoother. It is this simplicity that also felt somehow common and somehow resonated within me, it made me feel that between how I was at that point and how I could be there is a wide Gap - that basically increased the tension that urged me to do Tai Chi, sensing that it would help me resolve my Stress. Kung Fu can't do that - and in hindsight there so is a lot more about this "Horn". At all, it is a symbol of Stress, it is a Symbol for what the Human Being grows to be like - certainly at least within our modern age - without Tai Chi. Technically Qi Gong might do the same trick - I don't know Qi Gong well enough. But lets picture the anger as fuel to violent aggression - or the idea to fuel the own power by emotional tension. That is something I would argue we come to do more often than we might think. Once something on the internet pisses us off, or, every now and again I see it happening in the Elevator. I live on the 8th Floor and sometimes people are riding down from a higher one. It is slow, and it sometimes takes ages for it to come. Then, driving down it would stop on the 5th floor again because someone else wants in, and each time it stops there is this angry mood - this nuisance of not having a smooth ride. This fuels that Horn, Metaphorically, and in general adds up to an imbalanced Qi Household. Kung Fu is no different in that it basically is to be practiced fast and with power - and doing it slowly lacks the dynamics of Tai Chi. Tai Chi is so that the individual can relax, dropping the entire weight of the own mind onto the body and thereby growing from inside. I mean, for once it is so that a simple set of Tai Chi motions may be always the same once repeated, but - the spirit can therein yet move freely, thus having each time a different experience of it. When to add force, when to breathe in or out, where to put the attention - all those make significant differences.

I can guess that Qi Gong in combination with Kung Fu is more effective from a Martial Arts standpoint - so - Taking the best of both worlds into an individual extreme and practicing both in parallel, but, it would also take a lot of practice and dedication to master those skills. A bit in the middle would be a Kung Fu Style that leans a bit into the direction of Tai Chi, like Tiger; But yet is so Tai Chi that 'one' thing in the middle. Well, it has to be somewhere - if starting it on a Philosophical argument. If that is Tai Chi, why should it not be? But I guess that Yoga has similar results as well - saying - it corresponds to a point of silence, relaxiation, so that Yoga, Qi Gong and Tai Chi can be sorted into that group of things that make up that middle. Possibly we might also add "Flower Sex" to that, or Tantra, or, a Hobby like Modelling or rather Bonzai. Well, anything that requires a sort of inner-harmonic isolation where the individual comes to draw focus into a conscious dedication of/to peace, where the 'Sports' however add a Physical side to it and that once again is important to the Qi Flow. As that is "suddenly" what I keep comming back to I've settled on the conclusion that the primary concern should be that - or more generalized: An effective counter weight to the negative that we "acquire" day by day.

I mean: I do practice Tai Chi - and if anyone has a better solution, well, I possibly just don't know it (that way) yet - and if someone holds a different preference, well, why not? If someone is to argue that Tai Chi does also hold negativity to it, well, whatever - I guess I've made my concept clear however.


The righteousness I mean to push forward is possibly appearing like laziness - but I also feel thereby like saying that Tai Chi is the solution while the counter stance is that it isn't or can't be. I mean, I guess it might so be a thing because this issue keeps bothering me that there is a counter stance to Tai Chi and that would be that - or one that I see - it is dulling the mind. Its maybe best conveyed within a short motion picture. So, you stand in a dark void with sword - being some sort of a Knight or Paladin or Ninja or whatever. So, there comes this figure floating on towards you, the enemy. And, whatever direction you strike at that figure, the figure will follow. So, if striking to the right, that figure will float to the right, remaining at the sharp side of the blade but not getting it. It so floats ahead of your attack and as your attack comes to its end it will use your weak position to strike at you. That however is Tai Chi. The opponent is however just and simply better at it. Maybe that is to tell you that I suck at it, well, who cares?
Ordinarily, so I've read, a Tai Chi scholar has to practice it like 3 to 5 years before applying it as Martial Arts becomes a thing. So, after 5 Years of doing Tai Chi you're a noob!

I don't mean to advertise it as Martial Art - and where I compared it to them I didn't speak of the Martial Prowess but the internal well-being. In another sense - to come back to it - I say that your demands won't help me a little bit! The only thing that gets the job done is to do the job. The better I can do it, the better the product. Demands don't help me do it but they throw obstacles my way. Thats not Love, and once excused that way, well, its an excuse!


Here the same effects as within the sexual take effect. I have the ambitions and the ambitions are fueled by something - but that isn't a girl or a woman or a job or anything worldly or external to myself, at all as to begin with. If you don't believe/accept that then you haven't understood a damn word about what my entire belief is about! What next? I mean, take it back to the original point: To come down to ponder upon the word, to give it peace, silence and rest to take yourself into the right mood to be receptive for the Lords word. Would that be dulling you down or negativity at all? But why? How? Once your mind has rest and gets settled it has a much wider scope to take conscious note of things.

The opposite to that is by the way the very same thing that I come to critcize about the Antichrist - as a person. Their lack of blessing forces them into an exagerated menthal activity to produce quantity and from quantity ... arguably ... quality. This exagerated menthal activity however produces a narrow perspective - narrow-mindedness is the result. Narrow-mindedness furthermore got them to be what they are, so, Antichristians, saying that they are furthermore closing their eyes from the obvious solution and that turns into a habit that copies itself, thus, they are not only narrow-minded but also menthally-convulated. The irony is that they couldn't avoid causing confusion even if they so wanted - technically.


Now, I get this feeling. It arguably is without conflict - but it isn't quite what I was talking about. If you want to try and quantify those things without a general sense of the Most High, you should be told by me that your problem is that you cannot let go! See, what you do is that you take an emotion that is possibly not even the one I was talking about and at that point already things get mixed up. So, in opposition to me you have to wonder: "But how ...?" - and I have to move my hand to my forehead and take a deep breath. [Sigh] in deed. If you haven't heard by now that you are not supposed to give a shit about those things then hear it now! "But how ... ?" - while don't take those people seriously that try to suggest that I do it nontheless. I'll come to a quantified statement later, but now: Everything that interferes with your peace to settle within your inner peace of finding God is a desturbance - period. Take Meditation as example. There are two ways to quit a Meditation - or maybe three, but the third one is for those that sit inside a cave for month without eating. I'm talking of a scope within hours, or even less than an hour. You are either getting emotionally stirred up by something and follow that impulse, or you get down to the point of peace and the meditation is practically broken for you. There - to ignore all the different positive impulses for the time being - the individual 'returns to life' impulseless, so, just for the purpose because the bottom has been reached. The third is then once further continuing the meditation - then - furthermore shifting a forced concentration towards the inside. But even there, the same two might happen. Anyhow - impulseless means that for once you're not 'pushing', thus whatever you 'yield' is yielded, which otherwise would be 'pushed aside' - or - if you managed to somehow pull that trick of yet sticking to it, you're yielding it with a much clearer mind - if you didn't 'push'. And thats it: A life confined in pushing is robotic - and is only 'apparently' constant activity. Once things are done the wrong way - so the point - its a waste of time and energy, and in that sense adds up to the individual stress.


I mean, what are you doing? Lets say I was wrong and you are right with demanding me to be perfectly clear about everything that I possibly dare to think about, whats changing? How do you know that the end has been reached? Once you can't come up with any more issues? So your definition of righteousness were to do nothing while thinking of issues that proof me wrong? Instead of doing your own part to find to God individually? Which by the way is so what cannot be removed from what I believe unless you were to know better that my belief is wrong! So here is the conflict: Are you supposed to be heeding me or not? When do you know when it is time to heed me? Notice: Since I began preaching Enlightenment, heeding me wouldn't have had any different effect than doing so now! It would have demanded you the same things. Nothing changes, but that I know of more and more examples to emphasize it!

Yes, in event that even implies a deep idea of the Sexual Understanding that emerges therefrom, where although in parts where the focus may reside on the Kink and thus the vision onto the "point" is obscured it comes to it every now and again. To so get to the quantified statement: There is a hook! If you get to the point where God takes over - and you come to grow on the consciousness that it in deed was God, so the bottom of things where God is the only legitimate answer - which implies a legal amount of trust - you can take that step forward to embed it within your consciousness.

This is extremely important once stepping into the realm of the 'individualistic religion'. You cannot tell me how it works without it. At first you have to know God well enough to know, beyond a doubt, that He points you into that direction. In that stance however you remain dependent on the Holy image, and so in sense of sacred Satanism there will never be a fall unless you take that one step further - to trust the things Hes pointed you towards as they come, without being required to verify it again and again. Eventually you shouldn't take it as a religion though, once making it a coined term of "the Lower planes", but as a garment. In that idea you so come to the Lord assuming that you have to wear white and that everything else is evil. He however points you towards a dress-room where there is only black themed stuff. You so come out and tell Him: But there is only black themed stuff - feeling proud of yourself, with, well, a certain legitimacy - but it doesn't end there. The next thing is that God will not respond to yourself anymore until you begin to wonder whether it was His good will for you. Then He will react to let You know that its true - and you have to go, realizing that the color of your outfit isn't much of a thing that can do any evil - except to people that get stuck on superficial things and so you take one thing on. You get out and then you may wonder how you feel about it. Eventually you put it off and say: Hey, I don't want it - thinking that its the point. And so the story goes on until you realize that actually you're feeling much better in those garments.

From a Biblical stance that is best described in context to the Lords Prayer. Not praying the Lords prayer is the stance of knowing things better, of going the way of the own reasoning, of avoiding the Lords advise - while the Lords prayer demands trust, trust on behalf of which God may act acts that then again echo within the stance of Trust and thus confirming it - which is a milestone of personal correspondence to the Lord.


So, to come back to the Sexual stuff at the beginning real quick: some questions asked are simply disconsidering a whole entire Level of reality, although, well - it may be supplemental to uncovering that Level, but, if sticking to ignoring it, well, its always going to be silly!
So, for instance, the big 'bothering me issue' this time is a nuisance of a feeling around my ankle that makes me relate to a scene of that comic (Lisa & Ally) - where that woman tied herself up to proof her devotion. I can relate to something like that, saying that the emotion of devotion is yielded from devoting. From my perspective though that is a silly mechanism - its not practical - and, not even necessary! The big problem would be where expectations grow apart - and in that it is a very good example, as metaphor, for a range of very human problems. What she craves for is an acknowledgement wherein she can grow up, and that acknowledgement on the Level I'm at is given by God. It means that I may express myself, God acknowleges it and thus I am. Since I can't have it I must live without it - eventually I'm enjoying it, eventually I'm not and thus pushed to look into things to eventually discover something new. There is a point where the simple and logical explenation/comprehension doesn't hold up to it anymore - that is where God is individually getting active, following a plan as moving on to move things on. Maybe people are reluctant to believe that God can be a pervert at all, so, into supporting such things - but even just taking an inch towards demanding a degree of acceptance of Him would demand that He does so at all! Then, asking for who the greatest possible Pervert can be, the answer would be: The one with the greatest mind for He has the wealth of thinking all the ways and further. Once seriously asking "Why" - well - don't think of ehtnics or morale in that sense - those things are self-understood. Think of our well-being, which is the second part to now return to the issue with the Seals. His acknowledgement is one side, our well-being the other. We can - so is my current stance - 'abuse' Seals to produce a certain thing, like Slaves, the exageration of which is in service of all - including the Slave. Its counter-side is inherant to its functionality - so - as finally strong formulation I had to resort to: They cannot be changed or undone - period. That is easier to saying that He supports it or so - dingling and dangling around without a finite statement. They simply cannot be undone - point. But as their effects are dynamic to the situation, there is also ... that it cannot be over-exagerated. On point is to call it 'humanoid well-being', where the highest form of exageration I know so far is to get the individual recognized as un-human so that the 'humanoid well-being' is at first an 'un-human well-being' before it would iterate into 'humanoid well-being', as buffer sotospeak.
On top of that I see the individualistic religion, saying that a Satanic Wedding follows a different ideal than a Heathen one - or, well, whatever else there may be. Each 'Reality' - so - 'Fraction' - would offer a different set of Roles and a Wedding follows a design that is inherited from the Fraction. As Satanic Bride that en-acts as Slave I'm so purposefully abused - that is the sketch that is realized through formulating the rest in accordance to that.

What may have to be understood is the futility and significance of 'Fraction-aligned Worshipping'. It is like suiting up and nourishment. Doing so yields the awareness of attachment - but sometimes our mind is dis-aligned and thus tendentially 'glitching out', which are the points were its futile. To best understand it I might recall a night where I worshipped the Lord instead and it felt pointless. Not the prayer, but, laying there ... which makes me remember a thing of my childhood again - but laying there and noticing that I had no gain from it. Sometimes I do have it - and - knowing the right time, well, is a bit of a thing but it is much worse to assume that it is dangerous or so. In essence it can be many things - the simplest and most scientific approach may be to simply regard the process of attachment to the 'Fractions' homogenous 'divine energy' - or possibly the 'individual' one which in my case is Labelled as 'Lust'. So, I'm a "Lustfull Sinner" - which means that I'm worshipping my diety to get immersed into Lust to the point that is blinding my senses to get consumed by it entirely. Things like that can further be formulated into a Religion within, suggesting so the formulation of a Doctrine in the likes of: Getting Raped is the way to Salvation. That furthermore has little impact on the actions, effectively, its simply a "glitch" whereby the individual is sortof getting stuck in a menthal loop that doesn't allow it to relate to the action as anything other than that. Naturally that were pointless without a given frame of some sort, but that is finally a matter of human to human alignment. It follows the Garment example to get into an understanding of it. On a neutral plane two individuals that would share a compatible Kink might at first approach each other without a Synergy of those Kinks. So, the Kink were something separated from the relationship that could possibly at some point be played with. Essentially both though have those Kinks which says that they'd enjoy living them - a situation that makes it silly to approach the relationship as neutrally valuable. Once starting to mutually acknowledge on a circumstance like a Sub-Dom relationship - it is the pleasure in the Kink that yields priority and once moving along that extends.
The more it is getting sophisticated, the more the circumstances mix into that which is being sophisticated. Once the formulated reality is entirely stemmed from the 'Fractionate' ideal it so is practically a dreamworld taken into reality where the fact that we're living in a different world produces a problem of sorts. So - after the 'Fractionated' understanding I have come to a 'Neutralized' version where the 'Fractionated Theme' is simply replaced by the ideal of Love. That means that on the one hand we have the logical product that should be Universally valid - while within the 'Fractionated Reality' - well - that product is being played with correspondingly. There entirely different factors yield Balance as they do in our world. Replacing that by Love it is simply a hyper-imposed guideline that the individual is a human entity and so the Formulations need to aim at formulating this entity in regards to being a human entity. So within terms of the slave I've been moved to a 3 free, 2 compromised, 1 taboo, 1 gift, 2 convulated and 3 'nontheless' formulation - to otherwise say that its pointless to be a Slave if after all it isn't in some points socially recognized. An example for free would be Friendship. An example of compromised would be the selection of Avatars. An example of convulated would be the value of pain in regards to joy and punishment and an example of things that are carried on would be the duty to be ready to serve anyone and at all times. The question is how perfect that can be - saying - it may require a different and more authoritative approach, while the point would still remain to be that the individual is granted to yet Live an "ordinary" life - like, without "convulated Bullshit" except for a few things to simply 'add it to reality'. Your Understanding in that regard would be better than Mine, saying, this is just a more or less convulated hypothesis that is to provide a raw idea so that you are supposed to Understand that Understanding is the point in terms to which these expressions here have been fulfilling their purpose and thus aren't really there for any further good - to not actually intend to value it.
In essence I thereby feel so that there has to be a frame of some sort that adds meaning to the Kink. A silly image to me would be the one where the Sub served but then in the middle of it simply stood up and would "pretend" being an ordinary human being. I feel that this were wrong! On the flipside however it would also be stupid if the Sub were supposed to uphold the immersion by constantly being humble and shifting around on its knees without any external force further supporting that situation. In that sense the slave might as well stand up and follow its own interest because nobody cares anyway. What should however not be forgotten is that the more the individual grows into its own self, the more it will simply behave that way. Saying: I'd rather passively lay around on the couch than breaking any ideal of the image. Playing Street Fighter as harsh example - that also does drop into that. Once having the desire to play it, it would become visible within being unconcentrated. Or from laying on the couch to turning on the game there is a process of 'evolving' that desire. It is an urge and that urge at first is compared to the environment where if nothing has been going on for some time the next step is easy as fuck. If I however have just come to rest - and that isn't a book of rules that I follow there, it is simply how my mind works, even so when I'm alone by which I know how time and menthal constitution matters - I'll be more cautious. In that sense this 'comming to rest' is best reflected in terms to me having worked on something and me so checking my environment is basically identical to me checking if I don't get some other idea to work on. The most "unpredictable" behavior is simply naughtiness - which means that I may for instance have been not playing for some time now and not been capable of following that urge a few times so that a quick check is once again all that it takes.

The issue with friendships would have to be a matter of experience. Saying, well, it isn't my Kink to be exposed as a Slave to my Friends, it is more so my Kink to be exposed as an Animal/Dog before my beloved ones, while someone else - a different type of Slave or simply 'Servants' - might have another way with it, which might as well require a different approach on the matter to not fall victim to a 3-2-1-1-2-3 error, or 'Chiasmatic Bias', or to at least find a/the corresponding Chiasmatic pattern - unless it turns out to be, well, perhaps in a respect to the grades of freedom. In that sense inspiration in combination with Kink provides one influence and experience might yield another. Effectively the concerned 'archetype' should have a general idea of how it would need to be formulated and that is where Chiasmatic patterns come in handy because there is no space for shame. Either the individual has a Kink and thus is required to formulate it therein, or it doesn't have it and thus its futile. Such patterns should further though help categorizing individuals in which regards I have to withdraw from saying stuff about it as I suspect that things will need to get generalized so that these Patterns aren't applied as an individualistic thing but a general specification asset. A Hybrid would be a setup with fixed positions and blanks.


So, once seeing me on par with you - that means in terms of being legitimately the own self in acquisition of wisdom based on living and age - I relate to an entirely different subset of ideals and that on top of that doesn't exclude knowledge of what else is out there. Maybe that knowledge isn't complete - but it is enough for the world I'm living in. This means that my mature stance builds on values that are otherwise considered thin air - but so is God to me most solid and to others just a guess. I wished that you would look at me as at a person that has seriously undertaken it to grow upon Gods wisdom, doing all the things the ordinary person would be scared of doing, where now - years later - I can show you a way that should work out for everyone, while granted, a little bit of sacrifice can't be avoided.

So, cognitive dissonance? Well, there is one thing I may want to get rid of. Since recently I have a very weird kind of headache - and - it seems to have its origins within my menthal consitution rather than anything physical. I recognize that because there are things I can do to get rid of it. As "prophecied", well, it happens the moment that I try to get some sleep where the enemy takes out their big guns. That doesn't say they do nothing while I'm awake. It is a good bet to get in somehow while I'm focussed on something else. I have though be warned to not meet a certain person anymore - but - well, its complicated. The recent time I met that person it happened that this Headache occured the first time, and since then, well, its like a shackle. I'd so warn you to be cautious of environments where such things occur to you. I know one other place of my youth where I used to spend a lot of time - while - having not been there for a while and then once more for a visit just turned out enough to stay away for the greater good of my own minds sanity and positive composition. I can't exactly tell whats going on with those things aside of the very obvious. They are annoying, they somehow disturb the inner balance and at worse - well - they glitch the individuals identity. What I can do to get rid of that Headache should tell you at least a bit of what the Problem might be. I realize that it'd take me some time to come to a full picture, and by then you might have one of your own ... you you, whatever - if I tell you that I have to focus my spirit into my body. Its like something is in my body that pushes my spirit out, so, that at times I look into myself and see a different spiritual figure. Well, its close to assume that this may further have some influences that exist outside of my immediate surrounding, like, people so trying to glitch my spirit into their body by having me think of them or so. I then wouldn't blame that person either, since, I may also assume that other people use this situation where I'm hanging out with him to do such things to get me accuse him. Its anyway best to not accuse anyone - except the good progress holds no alternative.

I mean, he might be the next best guy ever, but if he'd begin to cockblock me he'd be that and done. Anyway have I seen what I would regard the Antichrists face in so many people already, including myself, that I just don't give a damn about such appearances anymore. What remains is the uncertainty. (While technically I'd declare him the Leader of the Expansion Corps - or - one of them.)


That is a thing that defines my real life at the point being. I'd barely get along without a vast and extensive wisdom regarding these things, not saying that it is enough to be any profficient about it - yet - just saying that its anyway a thing I'd have to at some point learn the one or the other thing about in order to give you what you need. I mean, that is this 'Chris' me - a boy that has learned to hide behind this wall of stupidity that I'm accused of being where the only legitimate defense is to remain in this male self-confinement as anything else would simply nourish the opposition - at which point or to the point where it doesn't even need a grain of intellect.
It is however not so that a certain intellect or wisdom or Level of knowledge doesn't correspond to myself - yet - at some point the memory of it, no matter how good it is, would be entirely sufficient to meet the requirements. What remains of it is then re-acquired by the things I'm doing and that is technically already the way things are and how they have ever been. Throughout my living I think of the things that I want to do and when I have the chance to do them I do them - so - my IT project for instance. What I 'know' here, that is vastly 'ad-hoc wisdom' - only a few things like that Lords Prayer example have been somehow learned externally. Once I'm done writing this I'm not much smarter than I was before. But so should you not worry of this serving to any degree of education at all - it is to simply inspire you - or serve as reflected Wisdom to personally reflect upon the things that, well, were supposedly intended for you to think about. The big lesson is that you realize the value of your own Wisdom, or to so come to acquire it by asking for it. James ... or ... something - yea - James 1:5. There was a time that I found every passage I was looking for simply by the pattern of the page it was on - somehow subconsciously still recalling how and where it was in about. That time is gone and I doubt it'll come back, yet, I'm sure that others will be getting there.
I do thereby also see a righteousness within my retirement. Its not really that I enjoy doing my job either - while I'm sure that others are burning to do it, or, at least some part to it. By that point things will have a certain organization that needs to work without me - anyway - and now to get to it: Those that wonder about intellectual requirements they are afraid they can't meet: The point is, the highest point it may be, that God is the man. So, taking two individuals, one has a certain pleasure in a few things that correspond to a certain duty and the other has a certain experience in that duty - who would be better at doing the job? Well, the one who is blessed by the Lord to do it! So the point is that God will Enlightenn the minds of those that need to do a certain job to do that certain Job. Thus you are not supposed to be afraid of any duty the Lord may have for you! You should be looking forward to grow up within to do it with that certain edge of Enlightenment. I however grow more and more towards the expressions that are aimed to expand the sexual reality - already empowered by the joys to see my fortay therein within the sense that its finally iterating into my retirement - as that is what those things "make of me".


It is thus so - granted - that my ranting against my isolation and further lack of compliances are silly - which is the first motivation next to the inherant ambition to do these things. There is evidently a certain glitch-potential that I might express to my defense, while, there is another one next to me recognizing this situation. Simply so because I thus want to get things done, to not forget anything that I may have forgotten, which eventually makes me want to accomplish more than I'm capable at the time being. So it is to remain the final statement yet that my ranting is right, whic is further supported by figures about what I do accomplish in general - where the appointed time is the time where these things bear first fruits within you.

Not disregarding the Lords individuality and powers to determine your way - well - its best to yet not think about things that aren't ours to think about! We at first are all equals and once we don't simply walk the path we don't walk it, thus getting lost in the dark fog! The iron rod that leads the way is the word of God, and that is the way to Salvation! It is thereby certainly close to assume that Righteousness can never be established without anyones support - saying - it turns out to be silly to assume that there won't be a time of transitions. Until then though there might be a time of growing - anyway - what the F - that kind of stuff - lets forget about it!


I however can't really let go of this without quoting my minds content as it went: We're living in a democracy - thus there should be no Law that the majority does object to. We have leaders to elaborate to us what these Laws are good for so we can make an educated decision. Thus we shall require a more elaborate leadership and get the fuck away from this convulated Bullshit we celebrate as Democracy! I mean, seriously! Pretending that we, the people, are too stupid to understand their reasoning while they seem to be incapable of pushing important Laws during periods that are not occupied by some Global Sports Event or something like that. How about the "Explain me why" event. Explain to me why Marijuana is illegal although Science is clear that literally all issues that stood against it have been found unfounded. Well, except the issue with psychosis, but, how about a psychosis in general? How does it evolve? Is Marijuana the main factor - or is it simply emphasizing social misconditions that may eventually be worsened by the fact that we are supposed to "Get along - period"? I know in about where I do have my psychosis' - and those that I have, well, aren't things I can simply blame on weed! I can't see how that is supposed to work! For a Psychosis to develop I need to have intellectual content on my mind that is getting somehow convulated to a degree that becomes a psychosis. Basically "unresolved problems". Like that everyone in my surrounding seems to be hostile while amongst the friends I have I can't be sure who's a friend and who isn't. Or, so on the point of my writings: That I have to make up possible answers on my own. Or, that when I think of real-life answers that I have to be afraid that I'm not given any time whatsoever to even have a moment of thought about them. How is Marijuana there an issue?

If we so learn something from it we learn that first the legalization of dope and then the proper dedication to arising psychosae is the way to go! On top of that is every 'real' Pothead a precious resource to society! They need to be given the time and the space to unfold - plus a proper environment on the highest Level of social accessibility of all things (on par with the highest Levels of Secret Service-esque organization-ish ... thing) - including an integration into a family-aligned social structure. We, the people, rule! We don't need access to Nukes - except there would be some hostile Alien fleet incomming - then - well - we however don't need a Government either to make any stupid decisions for us! 'One Mind'!


I mean, seriously, what would I do? Well, letmeguess - I'd want to know what I should know about considering that there are things in the direction of my interest that seem to have been classified. I want to know, we all would want to know, so we can make decisions as a whole! Call me Rufus, but yea, its gonna work out that way as its gonna roll that way - with or without access to classified material! Call it an Enlightened Think Tank or something - while - we'd take a huge step away from being a secret organization where, eventually, we'll gonna make our Own YouTube independent of any commercial facebook nonsense! Atlas: Here's the Finger!


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Yea, being cheap today!

Its scary how much Atlas (the Facebook and co. "Advertisment Optimization") and the quest for the own self have in common. It is however - granted, and in that I'm basically serious, a good thing considering that it can legitimately help us track criminals that operate in the hidden, especially when understanding the potential danger of our Technological State of the Art. I would say: Its a critical moment. It is that moment - in about - where we either kill each other, or, emerge as survivors. I guess there may be the one or the other Alien race in this Universe that hasn't been so lucky and yet survived. Well, survival is a matter of life! Every something-million years, so the issue, our Solar System is by some unknown reason a havoc-zone yielding a high potential for mass-extinction - something that happened some times already - but still we live. We may not have been alive back then, but well, what we might call our ancestors. Yes, I'm a believer in-deed, and a Sci-Fi fan, so, I can definitely work with the data at hand without betraying my belief - and neither a requirement to bend and abstract the Bible to an Alien compliant Level! I call it - well - Babel, the great Confusion. Whatever happened happened and it is intellectually designed, either way, so that I have to acknowledge what is the reality I'm supposed to acknowledge. Whether Earth has once really been the center of the Universe, who knows? I don't care!

More cognitive dissonance? Well, what happens happens! God is a thing and soon, well, it makes no sense to not believe!

It is however - so the story goes - more interesting to look at a Universe that is Billions or what of Years old rather than one that is just a measly thousands of years old. Lets say we find that our Universe is pulsating ... uhm ... nope! Thats a headache! But maybe ... who knows?

We may however wonder how the expansion is supposed to ... end? Commence? Eventually it'll come to a halt and all galaxies are being sucked into that great attractor or it expands while everything still attracts each other - well - who cares or knows? We might. Right now though, survival!


Survival is extremely important, and, at first since the Ebola thing and finally however since the emergence of more and more Antibiotica Resistent Germs - the red lights should be flashing. It smells like panic, but, we'll know better than that! We know that at first God is our only Hope, then we know that those that agree are people we can rely on, which makes us believe that we can pull this thing off! All in one boat!


Mars however is not an option! Not for me! I was asked to stay on earth, and thus, well, I assume that Mars will be a realistic option. Or whatever. Maybe its just for the shift of attention, to not get taken away. We'll dig it!

That means that at first we'll need to build upon hope. Hope is our primary weapon against fear! There is no use in worrying of things that we have no control upon while thereby furthermore loosing sight and control upon what we actively have control upon. What others may have control upon, well, is their thing. ISIS for instance is such a thing - possibly fed by some sort of panic and the idea that the survival of the strongest issue is shifting religion to a secondary thing. It seems to be a plan to grow strong and to kill the rest for simplicity, but so we can play the Resident Evil game. There are Zombies and there are Survivors!


To take the wind out of the panic sail however, we'll, powered by Hollywood and the Video Game Industry, create us a Hollywood and Video Game worthy esablishment. Well not forget to make Sexual pleasures significant because that is a Symbol of hope and a statement to say: Life is Life! There is no need to panic - if we don't panic! If Jesus made Notch a part of the Team, or Mr. Gates, or both, we can at least effort us a Village. Somewhere on the American Continent we'll have to make a beginning - thinking back of the days where the Mormons attempted something similar, well - at first simple warehouses that are turned into Nerd-Boxes would be a thing. Around that we build ourselves homes. So that raw setup. Whatever happens on these ideas is however gonna happen, don't take my word for a law. One of our primary Objectives will be to ramble about what is going on in the world, working on models to solve problems and to share that with the public. We'll so basically create a "dome" for Visionaries in the model of what the Future is supposed to be, where well, Visionaries have the place to go where their Visions count. We'll create a world where the individuals concerns can be carried directly to people that deem themselves responsible for a corresponding matter - like Nurses and Special Ops (Strategic Operations - a.k.a.: STRATOS) linked on a direct, private line to get snipers ready to go in case anything uncanny might be going on somewhere. Well, however - we would also wish to work on an Enlightened Special Corps that is dedicating to Utilize the gifts and blessings thereof for Military purposes. So that is otherwise known as Sherrifs, Detectives, etc. - Ghosts in the Shell - Judges - so that with the Military potential we can expand into critical areas once the local community requires our Help. All that is relayed into our Global Network that basically summarizes all things News - which is basically there as open source that the Think Tanks then are to proof their prowess on. That is our way of integrating all things into "the People" - while the social flow is to be open furthermore to support a dynamic flow of idea, so that the soup won't be shallow water. So, the public News are our Secret Service, and all that which is to be held Secret for Strategic Purposes is Private Domain - like - Research and Development. Expansion is always in public interest - where - it is a primary requirement that we only expand as there is a Civil Body. Star Trek! We only work with the resources we have, however, at first as Money is our Best Friend in that regard we aren't to ignore the value of trading. Trading is anyway the basis of getting our resources organized globally - which is a mixture of wellfare, local domain luxury and demand and ... thing ... thing. Thus it is at first easier to focus on one central Hub, which we'll call a 'Node' that is the virtual interface for local resources that individual sub-sections are attached to. These Nodes can be compared to what would otherwise be a Dome on Mars. While one might focus on agriculture the other might on other things and so the support of everything is based on Logistics. Here the "Lower End" of society is made responsible of keeping the thing running, where the balance between work and spare time is a matter of valuing the own preferences and ideals. If Family life is more important to you than something else you'd choose a life like that. So, effecitvely, Prostitutes are an essential requirement where altneratives aren't really attractive - so for the individuals time being, so possibly for people that are on tour a lot. The Think Tanks there aren't required to demand anything other than transparency - where on the other end there is the Press - or - Frontier Press - which grows more and more facetted the more the structure grows and sophisticates. It so will at first be a "People help People" kind of supplementary society to society.
On the other end we might need Nerds to support the Video Games industry - on a socio-economic Level - for - what would be Online Entertainment if it were empty? Well, maybe it should be - but there should be a place for professional gaming after all; Where the maybe, well, that is a matter of the social dynamics. I think its close to a law of establishment that Nonsense is to be supported by default because there is no arguing against it!

If we can't support Nonsense, what are we living for? Its a thing like saying: While we can't tell from where Good may be comming from, well, its nice to have it if its nice to have it!


And I don't care what people will tell - but - I want Junk Food! I will however care about logistic and 'natural' issues - like - the way we treat meat needs to be nothing we should be ashamed of, which isn't saying that we should make the worse look good, but to make the good look better. Its not my concern effectively - or as the parents say: You'll eat what comes on the table! But a delicatesse like the Big Mac shouldn't just disappear!
What I'm suffering here is an oddity. I know this feeling - as - it usually occurs when I'm (close to being) out of money and start to think of what I can't effort at the time being - or - if I can effort it - its suggestively drain my wallet as its getting closer to the end of the month.
Lets call it 'Heat drain'.
Its however so that if I don't begin the Month with eating "expensive" Pizza, the Month is gonna be a bad month - disregardless of how the Month turns out resource-wise. It is so, that if I should have saved on something, it isn't the Pizza! There even is a solid philosophy - like the one to make getting into Hard-Mode in Terraria easier. Hard-Mode in Terraria is a bit of an issue because you have to sacrifice the Guide to spawn the enemy that needs to be defeated to get there. Its a funny idea at first, but somehow it leaves a bad taste, unless thinking that the Guide is symbolic for the Games inventor who sacrifices himself to give us Hard-Mode. And so is not eating Pizza - that in my terms - an insult to the resources that are given to us. Its like Thanksgiving, but more, well, frequent. In that sense is 'Junk Food' quite literally 'scraps'. I'll eat that! Take some meat that can't be used otherwise and make burgers therefrom - nourish the nerds with it and they'll be happy! Naturally the Junk Food supply is thus dependent on the Junk that is produced, but add a good sauce to it and its perfect!

So do Farmers provide us with the resources that then become this or that. This means that we'll have less of an 'on-demand' culture, but therefore we'll produce less waste. That is the only way! Because if I lets say earned enough money to eat two cows per week - multiplied by the amount of people we are - naturally that isn't gonna cut it! Equally so the Car Production. How is it even sustainable that per year X-Many cars are being produced? People do need cars, but, that need is artificial! It are means to navigate within a proressively more complicated and less accessible environment. Like, something I hate is cheap hardware! Not cheap like cheap, but cheap like, broken - as by default. So - green is the way to go!


Understanding that we are supposed to Live is so the essential counter-weight to the fact that there are things we have to avoid. Creed vs. Greed - all out of the window once its sophisticated that personal gain comes through the wealth of society! 'Heat Drain' in that isn't an issue once we cannot just wiz-order resources from the sky. If it happens its a thing we may learn from - and culture-wise, well, we may have to look at what is considered to be 'default property' of a living being - or - so depending on what life the individual would live. A Smart Phone for instance can be handy for many things, soon even practical as Credit Card. In that regard I'm inspired to say that one cubic meter is the volume an individuals property is to fit into, while, larger groups may eventually have to settle on less or an entirely different layout. The point is that the single individual would require extra space for things that are otherwise shared within a community - while 1 cubic meter is already kindof a lot! Too much possibly - but - yea - we'll see where that leads to!

I mean, certain things should be generally removed - like - a household that is moving should have 'free cargo' for householding equipment, where I'm however inspired to see the 'big-boxes' as 1.5 cubic meters.


LOL! A thought just crossed my mind! Technically a household could be faciliated, so in the likes of a complex, with meat not being shipped prepared by a butcher, although, well, however, with a house-internal butchery where half of a cow would hang in the fridge sotosay. But, I guess or know or sense that this is already the far end of where I should dare pushing the thought. Things at first shouldn't be organized at all!


The thing is that however organizations will simply occur where people come together - which is, in terms of local geometry, also more about hosting a certain thing at first - either that or the individual is best advised to stick to the own four walls. Organizations so form automatically around a certain thing, like, the Nerd Dome or a Brothel. Well, where the issue is, unknown. It is however an ideal to move together, while so growing the plot of a family to the scope of requiring an individual infra-structure. In that regard - my spider-senses tingle more on the side of taking these domestic issues more seriously than not! It so is advised to get organized ASAP, however so within individual structures and colonies to have a basis that reveals issues and ways to further learn from. Those that have no clue about what they should do are best advised to move into a colony since then they a) comply to the 'geometric demand' being within the given as proposed default situation while b) being in place where inspiration can work on the proper environment rather than being a hypothesis that needs to be rediscovered once the real problems are encountered. The first three 'domains' that I thereby see are respectively associated to Monica, Amanda and Catherine. It should be obvious that Monica at first - since we'd set our base in the Americas - would be a bridge, technically, while in America we'd at first have a 'north-south' axis rather than an 'east-west' one. The idea is to remain centralized rather than borderline! LOL!

In that sense, well, its good night for now!


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