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Stardate 55288.141 (Eden Temporary)
ALPHA
"Baby ain't it funny?" - ... - that I come to this "taking a drift", or - as I so just come to take a drift I come to "that"?Well, what's next? Thats the question. Reading the outro to the previous Chapter you'll find me in a state where I think I'm done. Done like done in all imaginable ways. Then something occurs, something out of the ordinary, things change, some threads loose in significance while others grow. So I barely find myself at the end of the road while all that took my sight on that part of the road ... what is this?
Anyway - its gone. Now - I look into my "sight" - something I so far don't really have any solid pro or contra statements to - and there is this where I some time ago said it would end. I said, "small turn to the right then a bit around the curve to the left and then that's it" - and this is where I stand now. Now I say - there is this sign that reads "dead end", it is in a forrest and now there is this long, broad cut through the forrest. Its turning night-ish. That cut is very un-even - stones here and there - but densely green.
How that turns into reality ... well - how am I to say? My Sister once read my Hands and she told me that there would one day be a point in my life where I could either die or survive - but that there is a strong chance that I will die. Other people reading my hand told me similar things - but not that I might survive. I also do feel increasingly sick - I don't know what it is.
A Flash: [...nope...] - but ... the point is, I just learned "that" ... ur ... to look at the progress of learning as it so used to be also back in the days, no manuals or instructions just cause and effect - button presses and reactions. Or the wiring, another case, just a matter of connecting devices and closing cirquits. I guess it is that what it comes down to when I feel myself one with this Universe. My gramps used to call me 'technologically gifted' - while from what I did using Lego that statement wasn't disappointed. There is maybe this one 'ship' that I built and I somehow liked it so much that I glued it together with universal glue - but - in hindsight - it wasn't even one of my best. I disliked it and tried to tear it apart ... kindof - but I guess that taught me a lesson. But that so is our topic for today - how to make something solid?
BETA
How does consciousness manifest?
Point A: taking a three-dimensional grid within a random sector - we black out a couple of boxes for that case - also towards the viewer - (grid-zoom) - a consciousness shapes which we take like water running in from somewhere as it streams and shimmers in some distant light. Wondering how this incident now happened - it must be comming from somewhere in mind from something that it does have focus on. So the origin having focus on itself is the offspring of the beginning, that wherein Consciousness manifests known as 'the Barbelo'. It is that here the presence of multiple individual ideas that conform all to the same thought or understanding are the present conscious 'memory' - wherein now the consciousness may exist. Consciousness is so 'the Knowledge of things' - but I digress ...
So, once its there its there - simply said - turned on by something like, yea, maybe the demand. We can now put certain conditions into constellation and desire a solution or so by demand producing the consciousness of something. What we are able to demand depends on our inner perspective. Either way - what so appears here and there is more or less random. Its like nature - but for it to work out in some greater way it needs to be directed and channeled. If we look at a learning process it is so with or without yet always a matter of doing it the own self. Well, not always. If we are using the public traffic for instance - we learn of something that has been layed out to work somehow. What conspiracy theorists warn of is the intransparency of this system in certain places thus providing the suggestion that therein mechanisms are 'bunkered' that we aren't allowed to know of. But anyway.
Some things so will come to us over time, while now it however gets gritty when we start to have consolidated systems that conflict and contradict where it then is further difficult to change things around. Thus my suggestion is that we first improve ourselves by not changing anything at all - by letting it all float and work as it does - while using that as basement to organize something better therein.
I wondered how this (following) could be:
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After I was "homeless" and had found a shelter I had come to put my mind into paper and eventually came to draw my way as in that one picture that begins with the cliffs of doom or the abyss of incomprehension - then the fields of darkness or whatever ... and on to the bridge, then accross the bridge down that nasty slippery and edged stairway while so being out ... I saw "the Stairway to Heaven" ... so in this vision ... within my painting - and if that is accurate then - well ... "the End".
So, what thus are we, after all? To educate our mind means to understand how to apply interest to gain consciousness. What we might now want to find some word for - is maybe that what is otherwise known to be 'Wisdom'. Our mind so accumulates within wisdom what it holds, forming and shaping its own reality, where now a certain grade of 'willpower' is needed to eventually change it around some little where the 'wisdom' resides therein that this change can then happen on behalf of the Father when we adress ourselves to Him. To enclose another grade of Unification with Him, we are to know of Him in this world - which means - we need to find the right way - or in the beginning, the right name. To find the right name we need to Understand God enough to know. Once we know we may have to also settle this dispute within ourselves once and for all, thus baptism as primary convergence. But I digress. . . .
So for instance time after time Stardate beeps in - and the more we would like it to be current the more we desire it to be fixed some time. Now - if it were up to me we project the 'dawn' as starting in reference to the Hebrew Calendar. By Calculating the time between Eden and the fall of Jerusalem at the Hands of Nebuchadnezzar we look to consolidate that date as close as possible in relation to our age as independent to any calendaric dependencies as possible. Taking the total of years we calculate [square]40:ZERO as taking origin in Eden (greenwitch time + 4) - sotospeak - finding the 'Eden Dawn Time' in relation to what is provided within the Bible is a thing of its own - where mayhap the Book of Mormon would help. I have done personal research on the matter but certainly am only doing so from remote literature. Thereon eventually now something will grow - independent to mine - so that once everything is concluded there is something that can be presented as Universal solution at the Basement to our time reference.
What else do we need? At first an individual can learn most at home - in the immediate surrounding to balance between the need, the satisfaction and the duty. Then we may build us a Main Hall - a circular building wherein now sofas are built around a center - the further away the higher the seat. Then we determine a security Level - that so before beginning to build it or anything that will become a part of it at all. So then we setup zones - by which time we'll already have a rough idea about what it must be. Well - arguably this depends on the 'how to determine a security privilege' question - which if not entirely trustworthy - well - offers space for doubts to grow. These doubts ... they should be used to improve our cognition about the System, where first the rough outline will become around primary joints we would have to prepare for a time when things grow solid and puzzled; ... Detail-works sotospeak.
What we do in the beginning is to do something while it becomes and that as 'first construct' will serve as base for the time to come and as pattern to learn from. While it is the first point, there first needs to be an inner and an outer sensory - each being legitimately separated into three areas - which as inward, internal and outward. Inward always attaches to the center - internal attaches to inward and outward while outward protects the integrity of that which is inside. So with two primary rings a core and a perimeter is being founded - this is the anchorage for now individual items to come into place levelled by priority. The primary ring is founded as union with the inner ring. The secondary ring is founded as sub-system to the inner ring, a hypothetical second ring. The third ring closes the outer perimeter and we got as a basic unit - union - or what we could call 'primary seed'. This is now what we can focus on, as idea, and we may wonder - how careful do we want to be about saying who is and who is not allowed to be in control of that project?
We say - each to their own - practically - so that when we make our own - we have our own. Thereby we provide an option - thus the person may decide - an upgraded version of democracy. This however begins at first by the question: How? How can we make our own if we don't have what we need to make it? We can't! So we need to see how we get along - which means that at first we'll be spending money to create what we so might call "Ground Zero". Ground Zero is a 'setup place' where termporary equipment is being installed, primary for organizing matters. These sotospeak always outdate while something newer is becomming around. In this manner we may be planning our cities, to create places that we may eventually easily renew - which so also would become a nut to crack when flowing into its own kind of system. This means that at first we need to have a basic web of systems wherein we now so can virtually grow while thus looking forward to meeting certain conditions that are being setup for various things to arise from this.
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Part - 2
This is wherein we may settle down on setting up a definition of what it may be. This is the primary compound - while the installment of a unit now means change. If we however don't have the resources to provide it we must put it onto the neglect list - while thus primarily supporting the 'use'. In the beginning we must so come to 'have' - and with 'have' we may decide what to do. Therein we further may need two compounds. The inner one is a fixed value that is reserved as base - while the outer is composed to have a circulating flux. Now we however also want to have a third compound to take the second as wealth and the third as excess. The inner value is taken to expand primarily in regards to the design - the outer value is taken to sustain our living therein while the third is used to sustain 'Luxurial Crafts'. Money is a simple and valid unit - when however uncorrupted, thus - handled properly. But once in the end there may be no more use for money - which is now a question to answer!
By 'providing' something from a given base we allow the individual to in some way attach to it. Therein now resides the question for how two different situations are to be matched in order to properly expand our civilized world. The individual would have a basic 'self-sustainance' factor and a hypothetical 'excess' which however now is the individuals right to posess. To however level things out we need to find a rule that the individual may gain while providing to the System - while now the question is the design. Dependent on a certain way of managing the own excess an environment can be created where a certain setup of tasks allows a virtually expense-less way of life. By design we may otherwise speak of volumes that certain setups can Host under certain conditions. Then we may ask what our primary needs are - in having something that permits expenseless living. We may thus call that 'Monastery' - and those entitled to work there 'Monks'. These can now be otherwise taken as refuge, acclimatization, school, hotel, transit-zone - primary headquarter - whatever.
So we might provide certain Luxury suites for long-time occupation and tangential homes for transitional and random occupation - so as the raw idea of a general "boat" - as we might therein follow the design of constructing something like a space-ship. This means we can learn design and that may at once be our benefit once so concluding our technological know how to eventually produce viable deep-space projects - whatever. Do we believe these Alien Stories? Do we not? Well - I don't mean to speculate too much but it would be nice to know what is now burried for real. So essentially we 'demand' the Governments to submit their secrets to us. Now - for what is required to make these secrets become public is a press - which is now field and office journalism. Dependent on communications layout, both can be done 'on spot' thus providing direct feed to the network. Thereby the published article is visible to the publisher once published - while now this 'news-wall' is our primary social framework. Dependent on what we are interested in we would provide a map that emphasizes topics of priority interest and such - so that politics become a sub-channel of social expansion or something ... something like a 'heat' measurement for instance. So for voices to be heard they have to make noise - or so provided the ability of doing so. This way social spotlights can be created - but that takes us now off too far.
Maybe ... there may be places now where this may play out differently than we might expect. Once however now sorting things into projects for instance - where now press in combination with science teams and such work in conjunction to provide a global feed of information there is the social awareness needed to now become relayed as our primary cultural mirror - or so - the basis of our evolution. That so may be virtually described as the main control desk. Now - secrets must exist - I guess - somehow - at least so once required. This means still that there is a public eye - and it is the 'tool' sotospeak by which we may plan our progress - something like our own ship - and to make it simple we digitalize our task forces in access to the bank - which is now the second compound that is reserved for internal affairs. This is now where private wealth and common wealth intersect. Whatever we may have to provide or however - what is provided is there. Now - from my experiences I marked this vision down in my mind - that now the problem of homelessness is the primary issue. If we mean to be fair we need to allow everybody to become a part of it - now so asking the question: What is Home?
I guess - maybe - it is time to not look so far ahead. What we got at start is nothing - nada - just a basic set of books, a few computers, a monitor, some storage and input devices, a speaker - and thats in about it. One Netbook and two Laptops and two sets of Keyboard and Mouse and a 360 controller. All have 'Minimal capabilities' although one is a quad core. Now - I currently use one as jukebox, one to work with and the other almost not at all. Once I travel around however there will be purpose as in various conditions I might use certain devices. Because one Laptop has a broken Battery - that is so my central Computer. The other one remaining then is my primary work-base. I however am still confused about how to manage that and everything around. But so - finally - that is how time upon time cognition updates itself - which means that contemplation and exchange are the foundation of a ring. So do second and third belong into the sphere of the first ring because they are all in about the same while certain things like 'medicine' for instance are prioritized. That is "sick-bay" or 'Hospital' - where our knowledge about curing is focussed for the purpose of curing. This way it is handled and organized and accessed and a reference point. To exist it needs access to the compound which is the first ring, outer compartment and outer ring inner compartment. Uhm ... whatever.
From what we plan we yield the gain as in comparison to loss while we wage between doing something or not doing something. What we now plan on doing can be investigated throughly while the public builds an oppinion within negotiations and voices. On a basis of interest and ambition so things can grow. Within every grade of sophistication that now occurs the question is the grade of its value. At first individual settings would exist - isolated compounds that in some way attach to the body. Now - when the body so reacts to that, the question is how. What do we have and what is now more and what is less expendable while on the other hand we have the same. When so investing resources into a social hub a home of some sort has to be provided - while we so might differentiate into outposts and central nodes. Important is what we then learn from accomplishing various processes that yet might still be there mighty obstacles. So what we first have to grow is the consciousness of it. That means that there may be some minimum amount of monks/nunns to make something happen. In the outcome we have that time will tell - and we grow as it rolls. In the beginning I so don't want to settle on anything too hard - while naturally the first base is to provide access spots for decipleships. Now, with money that is more fun. When we have that we have a reason to update our presentation - because it well is publically relevant. This ties into our funding while it so depends on what relationships we may have to sustain anything. Thereby we may so primarily focus on realizing Anchorage projects - thus allowing now a spreading of access points. We might so take the tower as symbol for those of us that are 'eligitimized' to handle personal data for registration purposes. This ties into hosting decipleship while its relevance begins to take effect when any kind of ID is required. To realize 'one' we however need a given amount of people ready - or something - well ... what's life?
This is how it so continues ... and what's next? Well ... we get there - when we get there!
GAMMA
And so now it is Saturday Night in Eden - or - already closing in on bearing the sunrise. And I forgot - to mention ... that Nature is important! I meant to mention it in regards to whatever I would come to introduce to you my Vision - while - thereby I don't mean to introduce it entirely. The parts of it I do are those that I correspond to now. I have come to experience after I replaced my bedsheet with bedsheets made of microfibre while I had an upcomming toothache and was somewhat "weakened in depression". It is a strange feeling that sets in after moving into a new place - while it once felt fresh and light becomes salty and dark. I just started to play around with my Qi and wondered how it worked exactly in terms of 'having' and 'using' when thinking in expenses. For once I couldn't sleep because I didn't feel a "re-enforcing current" from the bedsheets. I felt like my energy was stuck in myself and it had no way to circulate - wherein my toothache was partially re-inforced.It became urgently terrifying - and it was late - and it was weekending. So I began establishing a certain offense against synthetic fibres and materials while seeking out something natural. Finding a certain re-affirming touch therein it then took me out into the park to start to maybe leech on trees or from the ground. I did that until I felt tanked up and re-entering my room now made me experience the clear status of depression that had reigned herein. It so began to suck on myself and didn't take too long until I felt being rid of a large amount of it. However, considering the time I had practically been isolated ... I think I've commen into a certain balance right now; And finally know what to attend to when critical.
When so concluding that healthy Nature is a requirement to our Living - isn't Paradise that what we have to strive for? So - with every plan we should set the requirement to it that it has to be 'a' Paradise. When we know that we're in the same team, there is no need to mistrust. What teamplay we need to evolve is clearly that in community with the Lord - and now so it pleasures me to ask yourself - where can that be?
If you're asking for it - maybe He will provide something better for your time. Maybe you can't look for it because there is no place for you yet. But you'll see that you'll know when its your time to go. Thus - now something should stand provided for me because I can't really understand what I should further gain from what roads my current life is taking me into. Maybe there is something, I will not depend on my prejudice - but whatever happens, happens for a reason. Is the road ahead now bumpy? It is however 'off limits' - and what that means? It's none of the official roads but so ... that means - it will just happen - sudden end - since there is no way out. What is with that building that had previously been there but now is gone? It disappears in the transition and now ... I wonder ... what next? Maybe it is the end to this, ... so - it is literally comming down to "performing another 'Jack Sparrow'" - as so introduced to us in the beginning where he so stands on his sinking boat and just arrives at the safe harbour instead of drowning. This is the logic of it, kindof, but now the question is ... what is it?
There is a geometry to it. We might draw a triangle. At the tip there is so the minds focus - the current set of awarenesses and significances - and therein so also the primary relationship to Him. So, this is wherein a Hypothesis exists about what the right way is - that so as indicative direction of focus. It is our mind, where it looks, what it is made aware of and how that accumulates inside - wherein so in reference to His advise a suggestion may become a questioned statement and ... it is what it is. At the bottom we see two, but it may as well be more, so maybe from two into more, ... while all that basically resolves as secondary. So the own intention is to strive for the upper priorities while the rest is what the rest is. So, by establishing our target mark on the 9th Seal - so for beginners - we also expect independence. Independence is best experienced within isolation. Giving it time, a few hours per day or a day maybe, that helps understanding it. Thereby directing the own self to studies of the Holy is -acc.to me- the Holy Grail of getting into shape. But how does this now work on a globally impactful basis?
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Part - 3
I myself am made aware of a certain harmony that I want to acquire - wherein then also a certain home-sickness ocurred. Now - in some way I'm sometimes made blind of anything else and how can I resist it? But the idea splits apart into day and a night. Now - when harmony so can occur within both cycles - it can harmonize in either prioritization - and that to some degree is a bastion of time. So I gain distance to any other idea of what may be - so the final riddle is to solve which the true 'physical gateway' into this Harmony is, while, the condition is set up to it that it 'opens the door' sotospeak. So the question is, if I point a finger, how can I be sure that I make no mistake?
I can however change the tide by now putting it to an expression here in state of a demand - thus saying that there is no other way - while - if any other way is opened but not the one I mentioned, then something is wrong. If it is the only door that opens up, it is a light within darkness and also a whitness of some dimension of 'isolated protection'. However it plays out - either the door is open or its not. If not then I must address that my broken heart may make me incapable of being of any use to anymore whatsoever - while otherwise there is a certain understanding that so exists within this projectedly upcomming convergence.
What I did is that I sent away two letters. Both were addressed to with red ball-pen - and one had a stamp with rainbow colors on it. Now, the second one I just wrote the day where the other one was about to get out, and ... well. Therein I tell Amanda Tapping that my target choice is Monica Bellucci - while the term 'choice' is now the 'joker-word' for whatever situation there now is suggested. What I suppose is that I'm now riding on an upcomming wave of attention - while I'm basically getting positive vibes all in all. Now, whether it is me just hallucinating or really something going on will be concluded - ... soon enough!
