666
Sometimes I really don't feel like I've taken the right direction! In general however I have a better feeling about things where I did go more like 'this and that is what up!'; Which is kindof how this is happening.
So the topic takes us into Revelation 13 - and sometimes the interpretation of a single sentence determines how the rest is being understood. As then there are two interpretations - how can we be certain of the right thing?
Well - for once can I certainly tell you what is fact for me right now; And if to me this fact is something that for you will be an interpretation then you'd have all rights in the world to take that back on me. I wish, sometimes, I could be a little bit more poetic - but, for a fact, if anything (for sure) - I'm obscene, whether I want it or not!
So, to get to the point, I was working on something recently. The long bit takes me more off topic - and it begins with me rambling about what I'm supposed to do and what my plan is. That was before I wrote 'the Origins' - and at that point I really didn't have a clue what else I might be doing. So I was writing about how I never got into 'post-producing' any of my stuff because new stuff was there; And once I come to ramble that way I usually have something that some people might understand as 'a break'. I put myself into a weird situation there - because as I ramble and eventually get a little bit offensive here and there the pressure is on me to proof that the things that come in time are worth the while. So, would I have uploaded it and then published the Origins - the 'real time' situation might have been odd. The one would cast shadow on the other. Every time again "It seems like now is the time to improve on old things", but everytime I have something else to work on. Equally did I not know what to do after I wrote the Origins.
Well, at first of course I had to "fight some issues" - but that is less of a 'thing to do' ... but, now that you might see it this way it might appear to be a lost effort. Of course! The short story however begins there. I had nothing to do, but some desires within me did pressure out; And oh yea: About desires - something really interesting: How do birds build their nests? How do Spiders build their webs? Why do bears settle in caves and why do beavers build a damm? If we want a 'fancy' answer we can think that it is programmed into them. But, somehow, the realistic evolutionist wouldn't like that answer because once we take a look at ourselves we speak of intellect and creativity. One of our ancestors, some rat-like animal during a time where Dinosaurs ruled the planet, is told to have developped creativity and therefore a way of survival that made it outlast those reptiles ... or whatever.
What I can understand for myself is the reception of a desire - a desire I would then follow and it does take me some place. The problem with this was that I didn't really have a clue how to follow that desire other than by starting a new "book" project, using it to somehow spray a few thoughts into a data-tree. Eventually I came to want to write how I would imagine a wedding ceremony, a Kink oriented one, as also paying credits to "Runes and Seals" - and all that. I have to phrase it into "would imagine" because ... well ... imagining a ceremony that summons upon forces is one thing, inventing one perhaps impossible, but knowing of one that isn't written of anywhere can be known through fiction, but the details defy the own way of thinking.
So is this the prelude!
Desires - and why they are important for this topic
At first we might all benefit of a clear understanding of them. We might wonder about how much of us is us, how much of it influences (parents and friends), and things like that. I know one thing for a fact though. My Childhood was kindof weird. On the one side I was sortof restrained, that in a way that in terms of knowing the latest movie or the latest cartoon I was always behind everyone else. My sis once borrowed a Street Fighter game from her friend for the SNES and my dad didn't like it and so he hid the controllers. It wasn't until Street Fighter IV that I could totally play it with others (thanks internet!) as much as I wanted!
But on the other side we've been taken to a Media Store to select what we'd want for Christmas or Birthday - like: Total Freedom. What would I pick? As I told, we had an SNES. One of my favourite games was Secret of Mana - but, how much bias is in there? I knew games like Legend of Zelda and Final Fantasy, was kindof my world, so - evitably I might certainly want Secret of Mana too. We didn't have a PC back then, but somehow I was attracted to "that shelf". "That shelf" had a game in it, I had no clue what it was so I didn't really think about it - but I always got stuck on "that Game". Once it wasn't there anymore I didn't get stuck on it. But then there was another store, and therefore I remember it quite well, in the same mall, where they had it and somehow, magically, I got stuck on it. I was too young however to buy it, also had I no clue what it was - so that even as I had grown and had money (or I might also steal it) - I couldn't make myself buy it. I just got stuck on it.
Much later I got to a school and there was a guy who was famous for his 100+ games collection (all pirated of course). He had them well archived and so a list - pick one, borrow the floppies, install, crack, return and done. So I once picked some game that was just terribly weird. It sounded cool but I had no clue how to play it. Some time passed and one time as I visited him he played it - I watched - registered how it worked and immediately wanted to have it too. It was that same game - and well - as you might imagine - it was just that game I got stuck on. Either that or its prequel or sequel. It is up to today one of my top favourite games; And everyone who likes it too just knows ... why ... or how ... it could have such magic. The game is called UFO - Enemy Unknown or its sequel: X-Com - Terror from the Deep.
This is to say: I 'believe' in desires! I believe that they are important! I believe that they lead us a way we want to be on! I'm not talking about Love though, not necessarily. But be it with that as it may.
Return to the Topic
So, this recent part can be sorted into 'uncertainty' or 'certainty' - its a matter of oppinion. I can't proof what I believe in but some minds might say that there is little next to what is obvious; If anything at all!
So I worked on this "book" - at least the idea seems worth making a real one out of it - but so my desires took me another way: Marrying items. Saying that seals and runes are attached to these weddings the idea is also simply just to get to experience some, for real, without the needs to engage into some romantic liaison of sorts. Just a simple object. As I so wrote of how I imagined it - the whole thing however got awefully close to what is written in Revelation 13:15:
And he had power to give life unto the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak, and cause that as many as would not worship the image of the beast should be killed.
"He" is now 'either' the second Beast or the Image mentioned in Verse 14 - but that isn't the one Verse I meant ininitially, but it certainly holds equal qualities of uncertainty. So, there is the first beast - obviously evil - and then there is that second beast who "exerciseth all the power of the first beast before him, and causeth the earth and them which dwell therein to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed". Now - causality. Is all that we 'cause' intended by us? Or, why is it "it exercises all the power of the first beast before it" instead of "it exercises all the power of the first beast - period"?
Similar 'taking things by the word' menthality did by the way make me "discover" Eden! Sure, there is a difference since this is the New Testament here - but - making such excuses is like ... never actually considering "Plan A".
So, we can take 'the Origins' as that image - and so - if we suggest that the 'Evil nature' of the second beast is just a misunderstanding that is caused by the first beast, wherein whatever the second beast does is considered evil by those that got deceived - then I'm the 666 or "Vice of the Son of God" (VICARIVS FILII DEI (count the roman numbers together)). As it (the Revelation) is of course a Symbolic writing, 'Death' may also just be symbolic! So - however - speculation isn't required once the actual thing is present, so, in this sense simply being marriage to an item whereby the item is given a spirit to become a somewhat actual spouse. Before I tell you how it is done - let me tell you that there is a devorce too.
You will need: 2 pieces of paper and a wedding garment for yourself (and of course a pen). On paper 1 you draw a Pentagram that points upward. Each spike is a "spot" where you can place an item - so - one can marry up to 5 items. Maybe that is however not the case and each spike is for an 'actual' wedding, but then you'd also draw a pentagram into the central pentagon.
Anyway - for 'testing purposes' there is only one occupied spot - and well - one can simply stroke something out and put it somewhere else and that without any rituals or such. Its simple. On the second paper you draw a triangle that points up. Here you'll define the seals and the rune. Each spike is for one seal - and the triangle itself would be the rule. Producing this is like making a proposal to a human being and in terms of marrying another individual of course the process would be more social, more communication, more reflecting and such. Well. Above the triangle the name of the item is written. That is not the name (definition, description) of the item, but a name like: "Sandy" once naming a jar of marmelade. The top seal is for turning the item into an idol. This point is not entirely 'discovered' yet - but - left to it you'll have to write: 'thankfulness' and right to it 'demand'. Below each you not what you want in that spot. What you want for thankfulness will for instance be "forced upon you" - as you'll enjoy it you'll be greatful. That is a mix of feelings. Similar is demand but that is more of the 'inner drive'.
The left spike is to define the spirit given to the item, and the right spike is for how you'll experience yourself in that relationship. Into the triangle you'll note how you and the spirit are to 'float' into the relationship. On the left side (inside of the triangle) you so describe the 'Love' of the spirit for you, and on the right side your love for the spirit. Beneath the Triangle you finally note how these are to get together. 'Sympathic' might be an easy suggestion to get started. On the backside you then describe the "symbolic" meaning of your wedding garment. An easy and practical 'scheme' to follow is what you feel you lack in your life - and - before I'll get into the ritual I want to express that some of the 'nuances' are taking effect in mind during intercourse - depending on how 'distant' that which you described is from your 'true self'. So, if I wrote 'stallion' instead of 'girl' - I'll feel generally conflicted while druing "intercourse" that changes now and then - mostly once not trying to feel like "a stallion" - for instance.
The Ritual: At first you'll prepare the 'wedding bed' and put the pentagram onto it (not into the middle as it'll turn out obvious). Then you undress and put your wedding garment on the pentagram. Then you get onto the wedding bed and bow down before the garment to touch it with your forehead. As you touch it with your forehead you say (silently): 'hereby I honor you'. Then you take on the garment and put the triangle onto it and on top of that the item. Then you again bow down before it but this time to kiss it gently and after you kissed it you say: 'I love you'. Then you take the item to your shame (genitals) - and that seals it.
To get devorced simply burn the triangle. To give the item a spot on the pentagram note its name to the given spike. Maybe you'll have to be in Demo-Enlightenment for it, and maybe even purposefully in the sexual version.
Post-Commentary
It should all be simply obvious. If you can't acknowledge these things to be true you'll be an oddity amongst those that do - and that sortof "Kills" you. As this spreads the consequences will be more and more severe as on the other side a new culture emerges that wants its own economy. You might still be able to literally 'buy' - but in this new economy we want to lower/lessen the significance of money - thus - you cannot obtain anything that is part of that system if you aren't a part of it because you have nothing to buy it with - because there is no price on it!
In hindsight however - Chapter 13 or the whole Revelation still is that 'mine-field' it has ever been. Its hard to be certain about it, maybe it is even so that one can't be certain about anything - which is why I am convinced that Prophecies aren't there to be a manual for us, but to reflect on what is happening in a 'prophetic' manner. There is no need to get stuck in the scriptures when life is taking place for real! But well - so - what we know is what we know - and what we deny is what we deny. What we accept is what we accept - and our ideals, our ethnics, our moral is widely a matter of acceptance and denial - yet nontheless sophisticated through society! Peace!