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The Gospel - SexuallyOr maybe I'm wrong - what I got to tell you however is well described within that little scene. From a different perspective I find myself behind a curtain and I'm trying to speak, but as the sound travels through the curtain it takes on a shape of whatever people will make of it. In other words it is objectively clear that people do have a certain idea of what the Gospel and hence someone who preaches it should be like. Those that believe will turn away and say 'nay', and those that do not believe will turn away just the same. But when people know already what to believe in why needing someone, why searching for Truth? The one moment things were covered up in the Mist - hidden to remain unknown until the Mist would be lifted and there once revealed its all obvious and clear. But still people would wander around - not knowing what else there is covered up in mist and yet pretend like all is clear and obvious and nothing there being left to be known! Thus the future is predictable! Another Truth unveiled and all would go like: Nah, thats so clear and obvious - there's nothing special about it! Make it give us heat, make it suspend noises when we push buttons, or remove the buttons and yet have it make noises! Things like that! But only those that look at the Truth clearly and understand are capable of making anything good from it! Thus is life not as blatantly obvious as it seems! Life itself is a matter that however most obviously declares the most common mysteries of our existence! We simply are - ergo: Existence is a matter of fact - thus, all questions aside, it has to be accepted nontheless. Looking deeper into it, the matter of existence, the existence of mind and spirit, reveals another common Mystery: Where does it come from? Life thereby is in here not treated like the product of consequences to an infinitely causality driven universe - but as a Substance, the absolute Substance, the Original Substance, a Substance that we call God and a Substance that we are made of; Made of as the inherant Splendour of the Spirit permits - or in other terms: What the Nature of the Spirit permits. How? Why? When? Questions that no longer bother once the fact is simply obvious. It needs an Enlightened mind to fully nourish these thoughts - Enlightened to partake of God in a way that only God can provide - and He does provide - but only to those He is willing to. Naturally that implies everybody at first, but note that the individual needs to be "Supportable", which means: We look at Good and must accept His decisions - ergo does He have an obligation of making proper ones! If He doesn't, that is His choice, but the Truth is that God is Awesome! The closest to a Sexual Interpretation of the things written in the Books is the Lords prayer. There it explicitly reads: "And don't lead us into Temptation but redeem us from Evil". It seems like a joke at first once considering that we are practically led into temptation on a daily basis. So some would say that the Lords prayer isn't to be prayed literally, but only to be taken as pattern to be filled with our own minds concerns. Now do I not intend to tell anyone how to pray properly, but I am going to say that it worked fine for me to pray it yet by the written word. It means: To let go! To let go of the worry and to embrace God as the one who knows! It means to submit into His care and guidance. Within this guidance I learned to redefine Temptation for me. Temptation isn't a simple thing! We can't say: Sex equals Temptation! It means more like: There is Sex, which is Good, and I want to enjoy it - but I am aware of the presence of Evil - thus protect me by not delivering me unto those passions that take me down the dark road - and because its existence is a nuisance nontheless, redeem us please from it as well! This is how I'll leave this thing for now because I got to sleep - and - returning to a writing the other day is just like leaving the cake in the heated oven over night. This has to get out, I have to breathe with the fact that its public and can expand on the fact that its done. Its no longer in the dark and thus my mind can be reliefed or bothered - whatever the case may bring. But I assume that this is enough for now while I neither know what else to add. I would know the one or the other thing that would seem to be important, but, I have learned to see beyond that - to write when I feel like it, when I feel the inspiration and the spirits support. That often annihilates other things I would do - and the spirits support is also a matter of what capacity I hold. I can write off of inspiration, but that only to a certain degree. Thus, have a nice day and good night! |