Woe-ing unto Hollywood

Well yea, um, basically ... this is kindof the "must be" cliche ... thing to do - or - in other words, maybe: "It is inevitable!". Of course you do know - ... - that generalizations in general do not really come by any good - which already implies, since generality exclaims itself therein, that there are exceptions.

There are "Zeitgeist Comments" that I could make, so, things that bothered me - right now - which would be quite awesome considering that a woe wouldn't have to be uttered if its validity were to extend into timelessness. It makes me however feel a little bit ridicolous, and that would stem from an idea that is built on different rules. So - I can perceive something in media and derive conclusions therefrom; Which is one set of rules whereon I so can build; Or ... well ... quite the same, yet in a different scope of perception.
"Things pile up". So an instant idea - and - in that sense I'd do better if I were to not neglect the greater in eye of the lesser. You could for instance think that something I just recently read in a paper is responsible for a tremendous outburst in negativity.

To add a nice little twist to this - I got to at first of course be clear about the point that this isn't a woe uttered by God; Though He may not be entirely irresponsible of it, saying ... or "asking" ... "if God encouraged me to give a few more shits about certain feelings of mine" ... He sortof does yet have a part to it after all; On top of what else He might be responsible for in the background --- but --- those things don't matter really!



History




It is strange that I find myself having an Understanding of a History I find nowhere recorded. This is saying that I didn't make it up, not by any means of intent however - so - if the definition of "making something up" implies the intention of doing so I didn't! Unless we though get into the nitty gritty of which tiniest offset of a motivation may be qualified for being an intention. So, interest is there, eventually, in understanding something - and here now the "action testing" may continue. If I happen to Understand something in consequence of having such interest, then I say it is rather qualified to be a delusion than a consciously made up 'hoax' of some sort.
So, keep that in mind - that 'nitty gritty point' - in case you ever encounter an argument that takes you into these 'nitty gritty' kind of things you have a valid statement to excape and deny answers - or - to turn away laughing about it, whatever suits your fit.

There is however a more reasonable problem to it. It is once the nitty gritty part is simply ignored and whatever taken to be something obvious. That is a common issue I would say, something that does generally cause misconception - and that gives you a legitimate way of controlling an argument that grows beyond your head! If you're loosing ground and you cannot entirely follow reason anymore you have the option to say that you don't want to get any further because that is the way misconceptions arise!


Thus I put a lot of cognitive effort into explaining, reasoning things from ground up, rather than just telling. Its use is eventually not regarded right away, but eventually you can't really argue against a well founded organization of thoughts either! On a plain scale that may be counted as a trick - as though the better organized set of thoughts "won" no matter the Truth of it - but a point of math for instance is that 1+1=2 - and that is 'true' and 'truth'. This way in I.T. the formula '1+1=2' can be put into a formula to calculate a true or false statement from it. 'if((1+1)==2)' does that already. Hereby 1+1 is calculated, then as a matter of the logic of comparisons 2 is subtracted from the result and if the final result is zero the two values are considered equal. On zero a flag is being set in the CPU and this flag allows for testing. 'jump-to-label-xyz-if-zero-flag-is-set'. Eventually one could write: 'return false' at that label - but that would be a violation of the logic, because, if the zero flag is set the two values were identical. That is to argue that Truth assembles a better organized network of thoughts 'by default'. So if I put' a pressure plate on the ground and took an iron ball and held it above it - and asked the question for what would happen, well, the Truth were obvious. In that this is a really easy example. As I were to express the Truth, then there isn't really anything tighter. Alternative truths like a sudden lack of gravity are eventualities that might as well never come into existence!
Someone might however come in and jump between the pressure plate and the ball - thus altering the projected Truth by a specific margin. That however if we were to say that the Ball would land on the plate. If we instead were to say what would physically happen, that the ball would be attracted by gravity and dropping towards the pressure plate, we were on the safer side.

This yields that I cannot come up with any threats in conjunction to my woes, for in order to do so I would need the power to execute them. Thus I will come right to the point:
We - uhm - You can decline and say "nay" - that this isn't about me - which is quite alright, well, because IF it is about me, it shall come to pass as written there. Otherwise it is true in the flipsense, that I nontheless bear a lethal wound, one that is, as the verses conclude, of social nature.
As there is no other "possible" outcome to my story either way, that is as I claim its truthfulness, it is - after all - as we might say - all about Sex!

Would that be the bruise? Or is it just the salt thrown into it? It has already been mentioned in Isaiah, well, where the Lord laments about the many sins of Israel - so - for those that frantically seek the conclusions within the book have a reference there. Getting right to the ugly part is there that what I wish to be recognized as good, that you though would label as Child-Abuse. The struckening of me began way before one could blame me for anything in that direction though - so - good for me! What I think about is an earlier life - things I did that were a bit dodgy - then however, well, God put' them on an edge of sorts. Reference story: the tale of David as he left the Israelite people, joined their enemy and slaughtered innocent men and women for a ... well ... living? Hobby? Dragging it into the negative may we describe him as so obsessed with a deep inside hatred or anger that he finally even joined the Philistians warfare against Israel, which however also leads into the stories plot-twist. The Philistians didn't trust him, sent him to return and David found his settlement ravaged and to my understanding came to repent at that instant. What I mean by 'put on the edge' is that this story is at some point yet the tale of a person that was caught up between political struggles - or in other ways, the issue God had against Saul. David wasn't pleased to obey Gods authority, to kill Saul and take over the throne. What he did in progress wasn't good either, that would be the final point of the story, whatever else there remained inconclusive however. So is there this given innocence that God can't really ... well ... He can ... whatever He wants after all. So what happened to my experience is that this ... "gnashing of teeth" that arises from the beholding of this story ... virtually put me in-between the upper and the lower row of the same. Though the Character 'David' is a generally faithful and heroic one, he casts a really dark shaddow. That may begin with his consequential warfare against Philistia - the "big pride" of his life in some way which is in another way again a sort of betrayal - then his love-life, that either way he wouldn't be happy and died as a sick old man, while his son finally drove the country into its doom. He however never really chose that life himself, so the story begins with a shepherd who peacefully sits by the fold he watches upon, playing his harp and protecting them from dangers. Now is that to say something like: "Give him a different life and all would be fine!". This to my experience may have happened one time there-after during a dark and grim period of Israel where the Kult of Baal dominated the landscape. Here that man that went by the name of 'Elijah' was chosen to become a prophet and he endured in the wilderness, being fed by the animals, and was medium for a few miracles including the final showdown between Jah and the priests of Baal. This story does however not really provide a conclusive redemption for David. He did what he did - was thereby allowed to show a different side of himself and lived a life that wraps up well in his "death" - as he didn't really die but was taken up into heaven by a wind, that was his life like, as walking on a cloud of sunshine. No punishment! Instead of that: Time to shine!
What follows thereafter to me is John, the Beloved. A person vastly stuck in the background - somewhat special but nobody really understands or understood why. So is it like a statement of God that all is forgiven - saying that "he" is a good guy, but, it sorta leaves a bitter taste.
A gnashing of some teeth. Its like a blueprint to think about repentence and forgiving - or a logical reference to think about "sins that cannot be forgiven". It might at all seem so, that after all, the life of David had been punishment already. That the problem sits deeper and begins prior to that. Maybe so the biting into that ominous fruit from that forbidden tree. What would Adam say to Eve today?
Well, whatever the case, someone might however at some point dare to ask me and what I think about it - for after all - the Bible yet places all bets on - me! What I do may appear irrelevant, but to me it is kindof that which matters for judging myself. I however am the one that has to live with it! Thus, whatever direction the story may be projected into - the result is quite un-ambigous. So, if that Sex I speak of were a Sin I would eventually repent from it and that might be the thing, but, it doesn't fit for once, and on the other side would it be a personal error rather than a Sin. It doesn't fit because God cures that wound, it were a bit too easy if that were just me repenting from something.
No - I do the right thing! God didn't bless me on doing so, gives me the right idea but doesn't allow me to express them the way they come to me. What comes from me then is somewhat shady, misconceivable, dirty - but most of that are silly appearances. He knows what man does react to and how, so, reference story: Job. Job for some reason got cursed and his friends came at him telling him that he must have somehow sinned - yet Job defended himself and said: "No, not that I know of!". You are doing ME wrong! Thats the point! Yet I endure, yet I persue, yet I break through, yet I move on - and the more you claimed that a man who after a fate like mine would yet keep up with that God were crazy, the more you honored my faith! U R doing ME wrong, most certainly!

Tell me pray - what solid is your claim alike?

Whatever you think yours is like - I'd yet compare it to a tin can in comparison to a neutron star or a black hole.

You can't break a hole into my argumentation other than by bold disbelief that is taken from thin air - so - whatever you do there when you disbelieve doesn't really impress me! None of us! You may try to Understand but if You can't take it that I'm greater than you then you will try to put yourself on top of me and that is as I declare hereby a NO GO!
So - Child Abuse! Lets rape Children I said? You'll notice how quickly the stance: "I can cope with everything but those that do it with Children and Animals" looses weight and significance! The bits and pieces are there and have ever been!
There is an understanding that will rise up - as I project it - and this will cause something of a split amongst hierarchies and societies, though 'split' might be a bit harsh to say. Its more like a precise cut that separates the ones from the others - and things will change, like looking at something from the other side that doesn't look the same from that side! Child-Abuse ... well! The ones think only of the projected Sin committed by the adult, some others may however look at the projected Joy the child takes from that! Rape? Rape is so relative in these regards! You might try to make people believe that I wouldn't care whether the child likes it or not - but the more you'd so continue to just ignore the Understanding I propose the more you'll be revealed as somehow not caring!
You may try to be sarcastic about it - no difference!
You that are attracted to it, somehow, but yet see a tremendous darkness that doesn't seem to go away - well - let me put it this way: This darkness IS the consequence of the influence of those people! As you see that what I write makes perfect sense and you don't understand WHY I'm lost in this darkness, well, you can behold a bit of it! I would continue to play the ball into my own hands - saying that "here I am" and if you seek you will find - but "their" influences keep you away from that Light - so - you'll have to wait until I manage to blow the darkness away; But at some point we all have to come to the point that it has been appointed to come this way, hence, its for once God may cure that wound.

See, I'm a gamer! I Love gaming! You may not even fathom how much! I however don't exagerate on it either! Fun in gaming isn't something that can be forced out! It may be so that dull games can provide something like an elonguated lack of boredom on being fanatic about it, but what happens to gaming in progress is something that utterly disturbs me! There is more to that than meets the eye! It is an extremely convulated issue - but anything, no matter how confused or dug into shit, is yet at some point tied to the Truth and that is where things may again emerge in their simplicity. Nothing is there closer to the Truth than personal experiences. What matters sometimes is to however make sense of them. Something I experienced from time to time is that I wondered myself whether I actually liked gaming! That so once I didn't play any games for a while. So I could disturb myself and either find a game to play to make myself believe that I do like gaming, or I could turn away and make myself believe that I actually don't - or I could simply play a game when I want to!

So, we can take a child, picking one by random, tie it to a matrace, sell it for money, feed it with a little bit of Toys and call it fine! That is the projected darkness from whatever I might come up with at this point. In this it is faulted to those that seek this darkness and spread it actively. Its like glue that is sprayed upon a town by an airplane. It is dark mass - and it does eventually tie the consciousness of those that behold it to its logic as any alternative doesn't get any chance to even be mentioned. That would be their plan, and nontheless you might call it a stupid plan for one day when that would surface their game were lost, and nontheless will it be so that they'll loose! Thus let it be mentioned: In those grim and dark fantasies you yet take rapists and put them into the positions where otherwise honourable individuals should reside! If you don't know how this image should mix - I'd say: "Don't bother it!" - right is right anyway, but as that is so also the Light opposite to the darkness - it does in opposition to my case however not mix at all - and that of course is a problem!
As I take a "final breath" to append those few lines that turn the thing around - it does already feel a bit like a comedy to me. At some point the story would cut into the things that you might not be capable of Understanding while you aren't Enlightened, or, as you were to relate to a circumstance that wouldn't be part of your world. This looks as though the answer is generally taken away from your cognitive scope, put behind a boundary you wouldn't cross, and where's the point of that? This is something like a crack - or - the dark stains of marble; Just a coloring that can be turned into a crack as you look at it that way. Then it may be growing - and although it is true that you'd have to cross that boundary nontheless, that isn't the point I'm getting at here.
The actual problem is an entirely different one. If by some means this thing here were to turn out conclusive in my favour - that would mean which would mean which would mean which would say - that! It is a consequence the enemy must count on - that in worse case for them and best case for me and either way at some point you would consciously align positively towards it and then it is important to them to kick you out of that state as soon or as far as possible. We've had it with generalizations earlier; And though I enjoy watching Porn I have to add that not all Porn that I have ever seen is actually good! That is a visual footprint to this. If by some means your positive alignment means to you that there is Hope and a lot of happy bumping, watching a bad porn might destroy that attitude! And because nobody talks about these things, well, its exposed to shameless hustling!
On another note: There are actually quite good 'vintage' porn films, but what certainly would stick out is that there was a time where women had bushes! On yet another note I do certainly fancy tentacle porn/hentai, but taking the stories too serious - and taking the one or the other joint on top of that - may as well feed the delusion of some convulated bullshit about how wrong it all were!

The thing is: Though I am right, well - lets put it that way: If it finally occured to you that I was right, ... hmmm --- yet another way: You won't get into the private zone without Baptism and Enlightenment - period! That was the case, is the case and will be the case. As much as you would be turned off by the idea of letting any stranger have a sweet piece of that sacred intimacy, an idea where you have to fill the 'any stranger' spot with someone/those that is/are utterly unsympathic to you, is that kindof the whole point of the thing! Though I fancy being a Whore and doing it with 'any stranger' - is the 'any stranger' spot in that idea to be filled the other way. This is now somewhat a ... "Tennis" thing. Or Ping Pong. What I just wrote was to say that the next step otherwise would have been a matter of being unable to understand due to a lack of this concept of drawing a line somewhere. This notion already implies that I see a next problem to that however, which however isn't a problem of the concept but a problem of that darkness being there; Where eventually you don't dig me; Where the point eventually remains to be that I am yet a male that is into female - and it goes on and on. Escape point one is that I'm not into being male - not a little bit - escape point two is that Sex is supposed to be awesome and when it isn't it isn't!

Now for sakes of human sanity: Consider it! What are we? Rapists? Would we really ... uhm? Well, I once mentioned a dark vision I had. It was quite at the beginning where I allowed pedophilia to take me over - and - there was this idea of Paradise, or, the afterlife however but it was dark, there were nasty mushrooms, rotten matraces, stains of cum and slime-spots of cum, just all the filth and rotten spoil of it everywhere - and of course it occured to me that a single decision in the present might alter the future this way or another. It however happened that when I was discarding the idea of embracing pedophilia the bad images occured - in whatever setting there was on mind. Simply, if we embrace it, we would look forward to not make it look that way! If we discarded it, well, then we wouldn't care and that were the product. However, that was my conclusion back then and it didn't seem to make any difference.
To shed a little bit more light into it - think about time, how we occupy it, how it links into social interaction - and how we would need to change in order to produce this dark vision. Now is all this lengthy article, all that what followed the quotation of the Verses earlier, basically just there to transition into the appending verses, more specifically Verse 19. The voices that make merry. On a side note: Verse 20 is a jump into the there-after, where the governors and noble ones that are of themselves is as much as saying that we won't be governed by individuals that have no part in our society! See - once being a Whore or being raised to one is to be described in darkness; And that were the right thing; Then there wouldn't be much of a difference to how it is in this world! Now if I'm actually a woman and a whore - but am a man by my body - then this can also mean as much as that this world isn't wothy of my services! Yet! Of course is this a little bit of a silly anecdote, but yet ... well, I do believe that everyone who has ever imagined me with a pussy has felt a little bit at least of ... well ... who I am!
And I'm not talking of those fakes here and there! Those here not really either - though - that would seem to be close! The picture is a picture, what floats on mind sometimes ... well ... maybe I did you a favour with this collection. It is interesting, well - how once on mind a thing may appear one way, but then by some objective observation certain things just elude us.
But that isn't the point anyway!

How that all works out isn't entirely clear to me yet - so - once being supposed to write of it. But that is also a good point - saying - we kindof have a blanks canvas and nothing to really fill it with, yet it is supposed to be filled entirely - and the one thing I really know about all of it so far is that the key-note, the right tune, the proper sound, is to not forget to implement 'the living' into the picture. That for instance means that once I sit at my computer and am Busy, then I am busy, excused; Though for certain scheduled occasions I'd have to make a break naturally. Just in case this doesn't sound right: Life is life, it goes either way, up or down; But although I was brutally dragged to school the first time I didn't get locked up in there forever until now and the days to come! I got out eventually - every day anew - and that is to say that the rest is primarily just a matter of getting the right draft of it, to get into it, that is the own self in first place, While anything that doesn't feel right just doesn't feel right. You'll get the hang of it eventually! Or - most certainly that is! The rest can lick my sweet little ass - that one on the image here!



To however be a bit more easy on you:

In a more mature sophistication of the different thoughts in the background the point is as much as that I buy myself into the existence of an enslaved hooker by finding an alternate occupation - while if 100% of all is composed of Sex, there isn't really an alternative to it. How much I really want to "buy" into it will be a matter of progress - simply because there really isn't another way of telling, except those feelings do tell, where the limits are! Then the limits of fantasy are certainly different to those of our physical world at least in one thing: Our control upon the environment and society! Yea, stupid issue - it sounds like: "Nobody wants me" - which is something ... that in worse cases can be bypassed by the spirit through some BDSM bondage play or whatever - but the involvement of the spirit yet is important to it. Effectively I however don't really need a lot - saying: That as I excuse myself entirely there is another extreme that will need some balance - while which is the more minimalistic side will have to be seen!



Thus is this kindof the gist to it; Whereby note-it: There isn't any immediate line drawn between the quoted prophecies and the sexual content - but the statements get clear that both have a rather un-alterable destination - which is as much as saying that this is a thing like - well - what argument there resides at the other end of the woe!

Undoubtedly you should feel advised to not take the me-vs-them statements contained herein as final stances. Undoubtedly they'll look for a way around and undoubtedly they shall find one and undoubtedly they will confront you with whatever way they have come up with and undoubtedly there is nothing I can do about it and undoubtedly I regard you as stupid as before in case you failed again and undoubtedly the whole story then would begin anew. Well, except for one thing occurs: The thing - whatever it is - which means - it can't go on that way! Uhm, no - that was stupid. My way of thought however is that there will be a point where their hustling won't achieve anything, undoubtedly, and until then ... have it your way!