Closing the Loop
All this started with one thing - "the 'so called' Problem" - and now - today is Sunday the 25th of January 2015, while that file was born Saturday the 20th of December 2014 - so - a bit more than a month has passed. I've noticed that there weren't quite a lot of new things, but yet, new things nontheless - but well, whatever the case.
I'm not going to bother you with any more details of my sexual self or any of that, but nontheless is the 8-fold and 9-fold kindof the main subject here, while actually it isn't. The 'matter of fact point' is that the idea presented there is now already somewhat outdated, that just as of recent. Now I might present to you just how and in what way, but what I gathered so far isn't ready for that yet. So is there now 'this' problem, which is now however the main subject, which is that while I had to present to you what I had back then - for reasons I'm going to get into surely, at least somehow - I would now kindof have to take it back but I don't have anything to replace it with yet. So is it a matter of time that ... well ... things are a bit broken, but not really broken like corrupted, just broken like - old shoes.
I did however as well have the time to reflect about it, while the result of these reflections are kindof what this is all about. To get straight to the point: Yea, lol, its about Evolution! "Like ... the Dinosaur!" (yea, if you know the Matrix well enough you get the catch!). It was however un-intended, that ... Matrix Reference, but well - whatever! There may be a few more lines from just that part of the movie that would fit along the road here, but well, I'll just stick to the point for the time being.
A prominent thought of my reflections has been the irony - the irony that I just recently wrote about leadership and authority being against it, but now had to find that somehow something is missing. Yet, well, the solution doesn't require me to change that - for logically - those are the rules! The rules don't say that there is no authority at all, the rules just demand a more thoughtful approach on the matter.
Now is it so that this thing about the 8-fold and 9-fold is somehow incomplete, undone; Where obviously it should be my duty to complete it. Now is the matter with Evolution in this case of course the matter of completing it. What you might gather from the way I'm writing this is close enough to how my mind is setup in this case, saying as much as that I won't do it. That however isn't a matter of choice!
In that sense I must add that it doesn't say that I won't do it and period - but the case as presented to me requires me to leave that open. As a matter of consequence am I required, as I find myself capable thereof and see how it sheds a bit more useful light into the matter, to be a bit more detailed about how this case is presented to me.
As an example has it occured to me while I was studying the depths of myself that it seemed as though my mind would stick to individual little pieces somewhere lost in the darkness while in that having been somewhat dependent on what kind of insights are available to me - thus finally being somewhat stranded in terms of fiddling the pieces into an appropriate context. At some other point it however ocurred to me that some things did nontheless just stick and grow, growing to a point where I could safely relate to certain things as having a given scope and volume - as of that also finding myself incapable of accidentally replacing it with something else. Quite similar is the matter here. My understanding of the future is thereby however the realm of idea.
Now is that understanding a bit dodgy and after all still holding a few issues or problems of its own. While I during my rambling against authority had to emphasize ... uhm ... well, words to express elude me right now but now still on this end I'm having sort of a conflict to whatever that is. Now is it though a thing that should be taken into focus - oh yea. Right! The issue is that about Order - while the issue in this case shall be the question for how any order comes to be where it is required while nobody is there to set it up.
OK, I still got an ongoing thing that needs to be concluded. So, my idea of the future takes me into that situation where I have a lot of unfinished business - but instead of finishing it "we" are going to fuck around. Its not much of a guess - neither a demand - its just the way it sticks in my head and for some reason I'm not feeling any space for completing my business - though - working on my game seems secured!
Finally - drawing a picture of it is quite simple and fair. There are some "clouds" - so - dark spots like fog or something - between which there are a bunch of individuals with exclamation marks besides their head. Now are these exclamation marks correspondent to efforts - and when I think of the various concerns regarding the presentation of this page I don't feel that this is it! In the contrary - there seems to be no space for any of this at all.
Now is this a bit of a problem because somehow, some-time, these things will need to be concluded - and those dark spots in that image - well, they in some way correspond to my inability to find certain words that I would want to write; So, there are certain things that belong to this topic here that I don't quite ... 'see' yet. I do however have a certain Understanding thereof - and so back to Evolution.
What we can gather about the thing with the 8-fold and 9-fold is a certain fact about individuality - which is the nature of differentiating the own self through certain expressions - like - red or green, or, lambo or ferrari, or, whatever the case. Those things are yet a bit flat though, there are 17 points and what I hold now adds a bit more information through depth, but, its not like it'd do any good right now. The idea is that you could try to make something like that for yourself, but at some point you may wonder what the point or use of it were. More on that do I suggest - well - that once you've tried, so much should be evident, there is a certain inner curiosity and once you get to the point where you wonder of its use - you've kindof come to an end for your current understanding. Well, whatever - its supposed to become clearer through having a greater variety of exemples, so, just for the sake of it, it thus is a bit of a community project but that somehow takes what should be my business out of my hands - and here we finally are!
Order! Or - as the matter is presented to me on another Level - the conflict between science and the word of God. The idea coated within those exclamation marks and dark spots is in about that I will have retired, which is at least the way I have to consciously work with it right now. While it would at some point be clear that my work is my work - and nobody found who could dare to add anything to it or take anything from it - my idea or understanding of the matter is that nothing would really change just about how much people care about what I have to say. I guess it is settled that way, sotospeak, that if I dared to extend my work beyond my mission/what is appointed for me to do - I'd have to die, which - well - I would try to avoid if I could help it. Kindof. The idea that my death is somewhat inevitable and the thing required for this to become anything good ... well ... lets not think about. Yet that idea is close once it is 'now' my duty to prepare you for that case. So lets say that you've ignored me as good as you could but now its slowly comming to you but all of a sudden I'd be dead - well - what then?
I have this vision I attempted to write about and did actually mention at least once but - all so often I barely come to even mention what is at the bottom of my mind there. I'll call it 'the Seed', although in my drafts 'the Seed' was something else. The Seed in the latter case is quite literally one - it is to be pictured as a cube, some high tech, basically a computer - or server - where the idea of what it is takes is into some desert where some third-world society is to become a part of Zion. This cube would represent the foundation - and yea - I had a lot of pot that time - where little by little it would grow into a school, nursery, while eventually it is primarily just a symbol that sais as much as: "Civilization is comming". It thereby holds as much value for some remote desert settlement as some place in New York City. Maybe ... yea ... thinking of a Zombie Outbreak might be quite close, or some Alien Coocoon. "It takes over!". Howevr - the other seed is the same thing, but more like "Case: Omega", so, thinking ahead of the time when our civilization might break apart, something of a legacy we'll leave behind for all of our achievements to not get lost. Now is the entire idea practically as superficial as it stands right here, and any depth you could add is as good as any depth I might yet have to add - aside of what structure I pictured around it, but - that is a different issue. For the Omega Seed however there is one more thing. Right in the center of it, its heart, its core, that is all our Holy Scriptures - all we have - and there we can't strip anything off but might add our knowledge of how we know of them or why they are there or all that - it is - well - on top of that far from smooth. That is to be coated with the 'actual' bunch of our wisdom, wisdom that is yet to be formulated - and how any of it would even come to be is well, what this is all about!
Naturally it is one thing to go and interprete any of the scriptures we're having - a thing I would agree may turn out to become problematic. Now is it however neither your thing to decide whether for instance the thing with the 8-fold and 9-fold is a thing or not - and yea: wheter it 'is' - or 'not'. We can at first only wait until it may become a real issue for those of us Enlightened, which is then after those learned what is to be of significance and what not and all that - so - it may happen at some point in time and is in this idea correspondent for any kind of valuable stuff one of us may encounter.
This is in some way speaking of growth - which is however supposed to counter-react decline. Its like with a Garden. Once only passively living of it, well, it would whither; To continously yield fruit it will have to be taken care of. But now, well, who does that?
The answer though is rather simple! It is a community project - thus, well, there will need to be a community manager of some sort - and that person will know just what needs to be done in order to get a working community together to begin with. As the community will grow, well, is a bit of a bad port! It is growing with each and everyone that is Enlightened, but lets call it a matter of activity. However, lets call that the Seed project - while - at some point some people might come together, if not as inspired by me yet as inspired by the Lord, to recompile the Wikipedia sotospeak, well - lets not care of the detail ... what matters is, for now to see it, to trust in the spirit of improvement. Then, for all things God related, there is a clear line to be drawn between what is told and what can be scientifically rendered.
Uhm, complicated! Or well, well, anyway. I'm not saying that my work is done - but - you may at this point have an idea of what those dark spots are. It are things I can't quite tell right now because they are a matter of human interaction.