What my Problem is and where I need help

There is an Article I just wrote and I'm going to link to it somewhere in here. It would go into the Argo sections and thereby be supplementary to two 'base articles'. One is to be about "Gnosis for Dummies" which is to be a quick shot at the few 'big things' (12 Aeons, 13 Seals, (7 Archons) and ... now that) - and the other is about ... "Stuff" - basically to be headlined: "Gnosis and Idolatry". I've been thinking about it for once from the perspective of structure and I figured that the one I'm aiming towards now is good. I've also been thinking about it from the perspective of what it'll do and the point I came to is that it wouldn't work out different than before - just that this time there'd be more effort in it. At worse, the prominent spots would be more easily accessible and by 'prominent' I mean: Taken out of context into the worse possible pits - and that's where I want to start this.

You'll see it in the Article I mentioned I'm concerned with presenting a new "discovery" of mine. It is at that however still more thin air and the only thing that supports it is my own understanding about my own self and things like that. If you've been through "the Vault" you should be more familiar with those things though and see where that is comming from. So, what will happen, in that '"worse case" scenario', is that people will dig in and suppose that it is supposed to be of any good for them right away. It is however there to explain something that is only good for those that are looking for Enlightenment. It is also good from a science perspective. Whatever it is good for - the point is that there is an end to it and at that end I stand alone. So, what do I want to say with that? Would be a philosophical question. I might start, right away, on the opening page: This is for that! So, people might read it or not - but still - the end is after all just a few clicks away. So you might be told: See there: You'll get there and, find, what is there.
What it is about after all - that is the social frame within Enlightenment, at this point focussed on the individual in reference to God. If there were no embrassing end to it, the whole article wouldn't be cared about and with an embarassing end to it thats the only thing that mattered.


So, if you have reason and mind - you'll notice that I'll never get anywhere with no matter how brilliant everything here is - unless that problem were solved. There is a narrow gate, tiny, really tiny, that people - yourself included - are required to pass through to partake of ... whatever is at this point lost in the mist of fantasy. At first this mist will need to be blown away and that means that I'll need someone in co-existence with whom the frame of social interactions is becomming a bit more clear. The more variety we got in there the more perfect that image will be. The bigger the image, the more will want to partake of these things that already are promising - in their neutrality - without any faces on them - and instead of mocking on the one or the other thing they'll understand that those things are beyond a gate that they'll have to pass through.


The problem can be solved in case you are a person that Understands - at least a significant lot of it. Then naturally it wouldn't matter if 'we' were famous or not - yet - so - but sooner or later 'fame' will be required. Thus, if it is such a huge concern to you that I'm not - go F yourself!


I'd say you can judge the significance of all this by reading the Introduction into "the 8-Fold" - and that's what I'm saying good bye with here because I don't see how I can continue this work while this problem isn't solved!


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I mean - I do will work on this - filling stuff up - but aside of that I'll enjoy working on other things too! The point is that all things are written, kindof - so the important bits and if therein someone still has an issue with this or that - thats none of my concerns right now! I mean, you would have got to be kidding me if you were seriously trying to say or argue that ... I should lick your god-forsaken brown-painted butt by looking into those things! So - sorry the harsh language. But consider: Maybe this language and my behavior are another Problem I need help with, but, please do be sure to understand what I meant to express in first place! I know pretty much of the things I've 'worked out' so far and know that in order to move on I need help! That is period! point! End of the Line! Bottom Ground! And if you do not like the certain vibe of anger within each Update I'll make past this one then swallow it or Go Fuck Yourself Hard into something that hurts!

If this all isn't clear enough, then Buy yourself a Brain! Here: James 1:5. If you feel insulted then may you be blessed by the Lord to carry forth your feeling unto others so that all may benefit from your valuable insights! I'll do whatever I want! What you got here is what I wanted to do - all of it - also the rest there and hithen and tithen - and all that what follows - because thats how I roll! All you want and get from here is due to my benevolence and partially due to my incapability to bear the Bullshit in this world. Well would you deduce that if I say "Fuck You" that I would count yourself unto it - fare well!

To those that are actually thinking: Welcome to the Twilight Zone! You are now entering: The Outer Limits! Brace yourselves! For beyond the summit of mans knowledge and beneath the pits of its imagination there is a reality sweeter and more true than anything else there is! It is a world where words suffice not to describe where legions of vile, evil darkness lurk in the way and only by Gods grace does one gain the prowess to penetrate their lines! Some might call me the Mana Hero who drew the Mana Sword from the Stone but yet here it suffices only to say: I can only show you the way! The Demons I slay are those in my head and the wickedness around me covers itself in the cloak of shadows. There is endless darkness and the light given to me to find my way is only shining for me - and if you were to follow my steps you'd possibly come to fall! See the Parable of the 10 Virgins (Matthew 24) for reference. Each bears its own Lamp - Oil thou must prepare for yourself!
I'm the stranger that Fires the saving shot once you're in need - but I'm not always there to help you. I'm the lonely man sitting at the side of the road concerned of its own business, peeling an apple with his knife, looking at you and then back on his apple trying to not bother you and to not be bothered by you. I'm that one Hero who is stronger than all the others, sent on her own mission beyond the knowledge of the rest. Sometimes our paths are crossing - but soon my business will take me elsewhere. I'm a galaxy of Hope, but at the same time a pit of hopelessness. I rest where others ride and ride where others rest. I'm stuck in the past but yet ahead of my time. I'm a looser but I keep winning - am a winner but keep loosing. My success is beyond your luck, my failure though your misery. I'm a shining light though for you to see - and a covenant for you to find the way!
I'm the one that doesn't listen and fails - and the one that gives advise to success!
My success is none of this world - and what I cook up in my own kitchen is ready when its finished! My Motto: "Lets get Dangerous!" (Darkwing Duck!) - Just Kidding!
Beyond riddles do I say that I'm going my way that is beyond the ways of anyone else and so my understanding of success is valid on a plane of existence that is different to the common spheres. Success is yet finally success - but once I gain an insight and someone else gains a gemstone - I've lost, but one of the two is opening a gate in the dark, the other one barely so! The insights I share here aren't pulled from my ass but are treasures upon treasures that are hidden beyond the visible world. Thieves may come and rob them, but whatever they hold then is merely a shadow of its Truth! Those treasures ain't lying there - though some might be arbitrarily spread accross the planes - some are hidden beyond special gates; And unless someone comes to benefit from my struggles they're all in vain - but still - my own gain!
If you can argue with this then I a) wonder how and b) why! Is it my image that people are jealous about? Yea, why not? But so the Truth to me simply is that I'm awesome and they aren't - but instead of trying to be awesome they try to make believe! Well - yea - isn't that the Bullshit of this world? I wonder how many golden coins and gemstones there are in this sea of treasure that would explain that quite as well or per-excellence, ... its all but the hush of a wind!

So, I'll make a pile of coins - first a small one, then one a bit taller, then a quite tall one, then again a small one and last one, also small, I toss over. Take it as a joke but may I emphasize its meaning in form of a 'sigh' - for a Library of Books might not suffice to capture all the wealth that there is on the planes I'm moving. A golden cage it may be - but different to the gold of the World is the Truth that shines within - a Truth so magnificent that it can nourish all needs, sigh, were it not for human company that this one need would need to be excluded from that. But would I want that? Nigh, I just ... well, there are ways around that anyway!

This world is so full of gimmicky play, sense and nonsense, colors and style - it were a shame, a horrible waste, through and through delusive, unthoughtful and insulting to the Most High, were I not to take my joy in them. And if that means that I make what looks to you like a stupid joke, well, how much closer to human company can I get?

This is Daeryabaar.com - a name aligned to the Treasure Island of Sinbad the Sailor - and that which shines through the reflective surface of the water is but a small fraction of all of its wealth. So, please be sure to note that this isn't all that there is! Sela!


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