Lets say I'm nobody

Or well, not nobody, but you get the Idea! (Not the One). What is this friggin' One anyway? If I were the one I'd have to be jackshit average, plain normal and totally stupid - to say - having no clue of the whole thing and that by a lucky chain of events would eventually take me to the point where I'd "Be One"ing it. So, "not the One".

So I got my story cleared out of "I'm the One's" - and - I'm going to re-tell it to you! Alright? So, I live my life, do my thing - stop. "If I were not the one, I'd be " ... nope ... sorry ... "If I were not believing that I'm the one" (better) "then I'd be blogging normally, not paying the dues for my own domain and pulling it all up as an individual Homepage". That is totally logical and sane? Well, phew - it'll go on!
So I'll live my life, and what should I do? Not being the one means - well - I have no obligations whatsoever! I can do whatever I want! Rob an old lady, play a few gangster tricks, get rich or die trying! Well, that'd be something! I'd be rich, eventually, which means, I'd be more than the low-profile I "should" be as neither the one nor believing that I'd be the one. So anyway, I'll live my life, go my ways, eat the shit of the System, pay taxes, pay rent - and thats it!

So, this site - conclusively - is evidently the symptom of a psychosis! Isn't it? This logic has more holes than swiss cheese!


Well, this site exists and I'm not the one - so - there needs to be an explenation! So, I'll begin anew! I'm living my life, going my ways - period! It does though so happen that I'm a believer! Stop! There's a but! There aren't supposed to be any buts! Well, either the but is the symptom of the return of a psychosis, or I'm going to get a psychosis by people not letting me finish my sentences! So - OK - without buts: I'm a believer! Get it? Can I not be?

Well, how can I be? I'm neither the Prophet myself nor do I know him, so, how can I be? How can I be a believer if I don't know the Prophet? Either I know him or I cannot be a believer! So: Personal irrationality: Knowing the Prophet is a condition to being a believer!? Oh, sorry, right believer!? The rest is irrelevant because I can't possibly know the Truth - neither were I allowed to have my own conclusions (How could I know what to conclude about if I don't know him?). This Prophet, ... I don't know if I like him already!

So, back to my Story!


I'm living my life, going my ways, and I attempt to be a believer! I'm quite hardcore on that one too! (But since I don't know the Prophet that must mean that I'm a fanatic! But, that says that technically - pardon my insolence - the Prophet were a ... fanatic too!) *(Ooops!). But being hardcore on my faith is a freedom I must take for myself! But because I don't know the Prophet the consequence were that I'd be misguided!? The point so, that I deduce for myself in my utmost insolence, is that God cannot guide me, no matter how hard I were to try, because I don't know the Prophet!? I admit, concerning the Truth there may be things that aren't simply told or written anywhere else - so - I can't possibly know those things and hence ... there'd be a void I could not attempt to fill - other than by knowing the Prophet.

So I wonder! After all, this whole story about the One makes me want to know a few things from him. See, I got those things. Eventually I found Eden and stuff, but all that left aside, I have a certain Enlightenment I found too, and, its quite tight! I'm also a Baptised Mormon and Mormons are the Church God testified to me as true which to me in the end means that at least the Priesthood that is shared in the Church should turn out to be the right one to get Baptised in the fullest Authority of the Most High! Now along comes ProphetX and would tell me that this Baptism isn't right? I wouldn't believe him!
For once!
Thereafter there is this Enlightenment, the Unification with the All-Surrounding Spirit, and it comes along with Experiences! Not Words! Tight and Solid experiences and those even tighter than all the Experiences from Sacrament to Baptism and the Melchizedekian Finger within the Mormon Church. Yea, chit chat, tell me I must be wrong because evidently my mind went crazy (read the things here and there) - but - here I'm ... turning into an Animal - wild - red - boiling blood - gnashing teeth - because, because from a man of God I'd expect more than to just flat out ignore what I am telling! After all! After aaall! After aaaaall people not listening to me -one man of God- might finally make the difference but noooooo - how come?

My conclusion: This ominous Prophet cannot answer my Questions! Those aren't just any questions! It is the 'High End' of what a person might come to know just out of what is found on the Library Shelves and Amazon.com. Granted, to get to that Level someone would need to be German, but, I am German! So, this Prophet either knows how to help me - or he isn't the Prophet! Mocking on me would be justified - but not in these terms!
Now, who soever claims to be a/the Prophet - but cannot answer me - would obviously go like: "Phsh, its just talking for the point of making me crazy because its obvious that..." - well, whats so obvious? Well, I may not be the one, but I know what I got! So, the one thing he could say perhaps were that this Enlightenment of mine is wrong. He could do that because it isn't really founded within the common sense of things that it is the right one. I got you a story:

What is the Truth? What is Truely the High End of things that can be known without knowing the Prophet? Take the Church into account for instance. The Testimony sets up the Parameter that it is true, hence simple man counts 1 and 1 together and gets: The Prophet needs to be referring to the same Truth - it cannot happen anyway else! He might though have an explenation, an explenation that can into what length? After all telling me that this Testimony isn't right! So good - but what foundation do I then have to allow myself to believe his suggestion? There is none! I'll express that in a picture: To me there is a ceiling and a ground. Imagine it like in a cave. There are stalagmites and stalagtites. Now things can be piled up from the ground and things can come hanging down from above. The Testimony is that one single chandalier in the middle of the room that illuminates all of its corners - while whatever comes from the ground may also come to cast some shadows, but it comes from the ground and even if it touches the roof. Static Columns are another thing. They are just there so lets ignore them. So, through the Testimony I have attached to something that comes from above and thus would never ever replace that attachment unto something that comes from the ground! This Testimony has passed all the Tests, saying, all the issues with the Mormon Church got solved - and once that would all sound too far fetched is it still so that the Priesthood is all that finally ultimately matters. Now, that is a metaphysical thing. I have no way to physically claim that it is right! Ergo, the Testimony confirms it and that makes it so that it is solid. Add to that that the Baptism was working, cleansed me, gave me an awesome time, etc.. So, once we are entirely clear about this point 1 - we can move on!
The Enlightenment! Now, why on Earth would God behave as though this Enlightenment were true if it weren't? He wouldn't! Thats simply the point with it all along anyway! So either I'm Bullshitting or its the right one! Again, a Metaphysical thing needs a what? Now, I do have a plan of how to solve my Sexual Problem! It is obviously the one thing I finally will need help with, and that help, well, would so need to come from the Prophet! He would invite me in, let me live my life to get accustomed to the environment so that I can learn in exchange with other people what my real way should be! Now - that is the only way!
It doesn't even require a Prophet!
It only requires other people that are Enlightened!

From within Enlightenment, that is my Experience, everyone can grow up to become a Prophet or Apostle or whatyawannacallit - thus - we effectively don't need a Prophet at all, just someone to ... have the right knowledge of it!
Now, if you want to wait for that Prophet to come that helps me solve my Problems and helps you get into things as well - do it! But be sure to not miss him once he's comming your way because if this whole Bogus about who I am and who is he and all that what I wrote up there is true, I see - darkness! Nonsense! Bullshit! All the way! Good Night!